Well the TV plays a major role in this situation & the Culture.
I am from lebanon, I used to live in a christanity Village and I used to get alot of presents from the christians and I used to go to the church.
Then my mother changed the village and we went to a muslim city and I started to...
I want to marry soon - i am 19 years old and things are getting harder i am from lebanon and here girls wear bad things I want to protect myself by marrying but No $$$ :P
Oh No need to go crazy we need you here :P .
Always think that you are doing something for Allah. Don't give them your attention - and you should be ok
May Allah help you.
I found you a solution, Donate to TTI and ask brother Mabsoot to give them to a poor family - he's now in an arabic country and I think he Knows some poor Family.
Give them to me (LOL kidding).
If you Know a Poor muslim - you could give them the money. If you don't Know any go to the Mosque and Ask the Imam if he knows a poor Family :)
you are living in USA , so how do you know what's going on here?
The syrian and Hezullah killed the Prime minister "Rafic Al-Harriri" because he was sunni and was doing a great things for sunnis in Lebanon so they were afraid of him.
and about the war 2006 - Hezbullah started the war...
shia'a Hates sunnis you can see that from last year when Huzbullahs attacked sunnis people in beirut and Killed 90 sunnis men.
Don't every trust them -
Also they were saying bad words about Al-sahaba :( .
No you can re-make it next year inchallah. and you did your best (there are many muslims who are ok and don't fast).
Your health comes first :) May Allah Be with you