Assalamu Alykum Appa, how have you been?
It's great to see you after a long time, may Allah Ta Alla shower his Mercy, Love, and Blessings over you.
And remember Appa, that the more (words fade away) "My slave comes closer to me by (continuous) doing Naf (Optional and uneeded, but very much liked) Ebadah (such as Tahajudd), until I love them." (Sahih al Bukhari)
And I REALLY hope that one day Appa, you can become one of those great Muslimahs who Love their Lord Allah Ta Alla, and Rasulallah (SAW), more than ANYONE or ANYTHING else.
So anyway, Assalamu Alykum Warahmatullahe Wabarakaathuh Boro Appa.
-From your 14 year old Chutu Bhai (your little brother ), Abdul Hasib