Assalam-o-Alaikum all my sisters,
Ive been very upset from quiet few days. And i just don't know with whom i can share my problem. Ive been married for 8 months. I love my husband very much and i know he loves me too. But there is something that doesnt let me be contented. My husband was regular in his prayers before we got married. But after marriage i dont know what went wrong that he stopped praying and the reason that he gives is that he doesnt get time. Few months back i went to stay at my mother's home for a week for some reason and when i came back home i saw messages of a girl on his cell phone. When i asked him he lied to me but after i begged of him to speak the truth he told me that he sent the messages to a girl whom he probably knew before our marriage. It was very painful for me. It hurt me a lot. But i had to forgive him as i can't think of living without him. He was ashamed and he promised that he wouldnt do it ever again. But my trust broke and i dont feel secure of leaving him alone. I just feel if i leave him alone he would do it again. I dont know but i feel he is into something bad and i know he tells lies to me on different matters. I love him and our marriage was going perfect MashAllah but don't know where things went wrong. I feel it's all because he is getting far from Islam. I want to persuade him to be regular in prayers and i want him to speak the truth always no matter what happens. Sometimes i feel maybe im not good enough maybe i have some problem in me that made him turn to another girl in my absence. I want to be a good wife for him in every manner and i want him to be faithful to me the way im being faithful to him. I cant share my problem to my mother or even my sister who is my bestfriend because they would think my husband is bad and i dont want anyone to think like that about him. He is very loving to me in every way. He cares for me a lot. But i dont like it when he lies to me. I pray to my Allah that he becomes religious. Please pray for me. Pray for my pain to subside. And if anyone can tell me some special dua for it i would be very glad .
Ive been very upset from quiet few days. And i just don't know with whom i can share my problem. Ive been married for 8 months. I love my husband very much and i know he loves me too. But there is something that doesnt let me be contented. My husband was regular in his prayers before we got married. But after marriage i dont know what went wrong that he stopped praying and the reason that he gives is that he doesnt get time. Few months back i went to stay at my mother's home for a week for some reason and when i came back home i saw messages of a girl on his cell phone. When i asked him he lied to me but after i begged of him to speak the truth he told me that he sent the messages to a girl whom he probably knew before our marriage. It was very painful for me. It hurt me a lot. But i had to forgive him as i can't think of living without him. He was ashamed and he promised that he wouldnt do it ever again. But my trust broke and i dont feel secure of leaving him alone. I just feel if i leave him alone he would do it again. I dont know but i feel he is into something bad and i know he tells lies to me on different matters. I love him and our marriage was going perfect MashAllah but don't know where things went wrong. I feel it's all because he is getting far from Islam. I want to persuade him to be regular in prayers and i want him to speak the truth always no matter what happens. Sometimes i feel maybe im not good enough maybe i have some problem in me that made him turn to another girl in my absence. I want to be a good wife for him in every manner and i want him to be faithful to me the way im being faithful to him. I cant share my problem to my mother or even my sister who is my bestfriend because they would think my husband is bad and i dont want anyone to think like that about him. He is very loving to me in every way. He cares for me a lot. But i dont like it when he lies to me. I pray to my Allah that he becomes religious. Please pray for me. Pray for my pain to subside. And if anyone can tell me some special dua for it i would be very glad .