Hajjerr
He is Dhul-Jalali Wal-Ikram
Salam aleikum, first i want to say that this days or weeks this site is my home and a bandage for my soul....please help and advices , how can i cope with the fact that with 20 days before my marryage and moving from europe, i am not alowed to do this anymore , everything is up-side down because ...because people were i was supposed to go decided that i am not good enough , me beeing a reverted muslim, with place of birth in non-islamic country and with christians parents ...and they beeing in muslim country, born-muslims. Me and my future housband were very happy, and wanted start a good famelly, but we cant , it is to hard and between chossing his famelly and me, ofcourse he chooses them. I understand them but i wish i could receive some understanding also and a chance to prove that even the ones that are not raised in muslim famely can love islam so so soo much. Yes i pray and this is the only thing that feels my life, yes i know that only in rememberance of Allah hearts find rest, yes i know that no evil or no good can avail you except if Allah swt wants, yes i know that the patience ones will be rewarded, yes i know that maybe i just met this person to show me the right way, like he is a loan from Allah and Allah knows best, yes i know this life is short and only after the Last Day we will start our true life, yes i know i am the most loved person because i am muslim and i love to be hamdullilah and yes i belive that with hardship will come ease.....but stille hurts, hurts me when i breath, and if some time ago i took each month or year at the time, now i take each minut , each second at the time, i feel like if i do one little wrong move i will break into millions of pieces I wish that anyone who feels he is lost should know that to read and to pray it really helps...and stille i think it is not fair...it is not fair that other people decide my life, my word to weight almost nothing compared to theirs, when they dont even know me...inchallah , may Allah helps us all :tti_sister: