Asalamualaikum...I have a question regarding my mother and if she has cursed me years back. when i was around 11 or 12 years my mother got mad at me for disturbing one of my sisters just things that children my age would do. my mother started telling me that she would never love me like she loves my sisters and brother and that if i think that she would love me more them then i am dreaming. she continued to tell me about how much of a bad luck i was to her life because she and my dad divorced 4 months before i was born. she even told me how she had sex with my dad and conceived me, mind you she said all of this to me while my siblings listened. she said all these mean things to me in one night only because she was mad that i was misbehaving with my elder sister. its was like she held that in her heart all those years just to pour it on me that faithful night.why on earth would a mother blame her child for her divorce when the child wasn't even born at that time.so did my own mother curse me by telling me the above,. i am a young Muslim girl i am now 23 years thank God i try my best with my religion i am not married yet but i never let men play with me thanks to my believes. i have even had dreams about the prophet (PBUH) Alhamdulillah. Even though i love my mom to death i keep wondering does she deserve the love i show her I think about her a lot because i traveled to another country for education. Even though i work very hard in life and i make dua to Allah a lot i still find it very hard in life to be successful. so has my mother cursed me please advise me please pray for me because the things my own mother told me still ring in my head.Thank you in advance