:salam2: , been a guest of this forum for a while and needed some advice so I thought of making a topic here.
Okay, so I had gone astray for the past 3-4 years , not praying properly / doing alot of big sins etc , but for the past 2 weeks I decided to change my lifestyle around and repented and started to pray again. Now it was all going well, I was feeling closer to Islam and even my prayers were feeling so much different than before when I saw it as a hassle.
But after 2 weeks of doing it, I have been getting rubbish thoughts about almost anything. My mind is so full of rubbish, that I can think of something good and then immediately think of something bad for that and then link the two together. Eg I was listening to a khutbah and even then somehow made a link between pious companions and a rubbish thought. I obviosuly didn't mean them but I'm trying to get rid of it and needed some advice as in prayer I'm constantly reminded of my sins/thoughts which is affecting my concentration . I tried keeping the wasawas out by reciting Surah Nas but it still keeps popping up.
Okay, so I had gone astray for the past 3-4 years , not praying properly / doing alot of big sins etc , but for the past 2 weeks I decided to change my lifestyle around and repented and started to pray again. Now it was all going well, I was feeling closer to Islam and even my prayers were feeling so much different than before when I saw it as a hassle.
But after 2 weeks of doing it, I have been getting rubbish thoughts about almost anything. My mind is so full of rubbish, that I can think of something good and then immediately think of something bad for that and then link the two together. Eg I was listening to a khutbah and even then somehow made a link between pious companions and a rubbish thought. I obviosuly didn't mean them but I'm trying to get rid of it and needed some advice as in prayer I'm constantly reminded of my sins/thoughts which is affecting my concentration . I tried keeping the wasawas out by reciting Surah Nas but it still keeps popping up.