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  1. AmeliaJohnson

    Is it just me....:O

    :salam2: I hope all sisters and brothers are in the best of heath.... I dont really come here on TTI anymore much but come as soon as i get some free time... and when i came on here today i dont know it just doesnt feel like the TTI it used to be:( it was such a friendly place and felt like...
  2. AmeliaJohnson

    I missed my TTI family. I love you all =)

    :salam2: I hope everyone is in the best of eman and health inshalah. I havnt been here for so long =( Sorry about that but i got so busy suddenly hehe with all school and the new muslim life. Alhamdulilah life is going awesome. All thanks to my Allah. My father is really the best lol i think...
  3. AmeliaJohnson

    He's stalking me! :(

    :salam2: I know its been like a long time and no see but school school school ....has been keeping me busy and also my muslims friends:D. I hope that everyone was and is fine. I have a BIG problem (you must be wondering this sister only posts thread about her problems umm sorry about that if u...
  4. AmeliaJohnson

    Eid ul azha.....what??

    :salam2: Um well as you know anoher eid coming soon. Well on this eid muslims sacrifice animals (halal animals...like camel goat etc). I know it till this point, am i to slit throat of an animal too?? Um it may sound lame or funy sorry but i really dont know. If not then what are female...
  5. AmeliaJohnson

    Dad's not ...?

    :salam2: I was talking to a muslim friend a few moments ago and i was filling her about my dad. She said my dad is not my meeram? i was what is the meaning of that she said it means that even if he is my biological dad he is still a non muslim so i cant stay with him and cant talk to him. How...
  6. AmeliaJohnson

    I found out about my dad.....

    :salam2: I hope everyone is in the best of health. Sorry that i didnt come on here for a long time. Maybe you wondering where is this sis :)...... Well here's my excuse that busy busy busy in studies. But yesterday when i woke up. I was thinking this is just another day with my daily...
  7. AmeliaJohnson

    Moving on...well trying to move on..

    :salam2: Well i hope everyone is fine. As sister revert2007 posted a thread about me...alhamdullilah she is right. I'm feeling better today. Today's the first time i smiled in days. Thanks to My Beloved Allah... and everyone on tti. I am alhamdulilah not in an orphanage or something. Living in...
  8. AmeliaJohnson

    my mother's dead.....and so is a part of me

    :salam2: I dont know how to say this. but my mother died. She died on wednesday....14th of oct. At 1:43 aprox according to doctors. But i dont need their accurate calculations. All i wanted and want is my mom. My mom..my life...my soul...my scent....my...life. I was right there next to her as...
  9. AmeliaJohnson

    seconds ticking by.... and still no sign of life...

    :salam2: I'm in the hospital right now...Sitting beside my mom. I have lost all hope. Her breath is fading and she seems already to be far away. I many times repeated the shahadah infront of her...repeated in her ear. Whispered all the aayah's i know in her ear. Begging her to wake up..come...
  10. AmeliaJohnson

    Mother on deathbed....make du'a please.

    :salam2: I just have a few mins to come on here. I came here to request everyone to make Dua for my mom. A few days ago she seemed to be recovering from her long time lust from drugs and alcohal. And doctors said she would soon be home with me. I was very happy. But just yesterday i got a call...
  11. AmeliaJohnson

    HELP!!

    :salam2: Just when you think all your troubles are over... a new trouble finds you quickly...same is happening with me here. Well i told everyone here about my mom's sister. Well my guardian for sometime till mom is in rehab. Well she is really nice but now she keeps bringing her boyfriend...
  12. AmeliaJohnson

    My very first Ramadan!

    :salam2: Hope all fine. Yeah i know i've been away for sometime...but it was mainly school school and school. Sorry :) Well i wanted to share my first fast experience...and the first ramadan in my life.:D Well with help from my muslim friends(notice it became "friends" not freind" yeah i have...
  13. AmeliaJohnson

    Ramadan...need info about it as soon as possible plz!

    :salam2: From what everyone is sayin month of Ramadan is starting rite? Umm all i know u fast in it from sunrise till dawn. So should i fast too rite??? And for how much long is this month? like normel 30 or 31 days?? and what happens when this month ends? My muslim friends celebrates...
  14. AmeliaJohnson

    If u have faith in Allah...all goes fine...thats my experience... :)

    :salam2: :ma: All is peaceful now. I had the courage to go straight to the cops. I told them everything. And tell you all what they were surprised and disgusted. They said they believed me and asked my house address and what my mom does. All info about her. Well since a muslim does NOT lie i...
  15. AmeliaJohnson

    life really sucks....:(

    :salam2: I hope all members nd non members are in best of health. I know i havnt been on this website for a looong time...but there wasnt any time to leave a thread that i was going away. You see after that arranged marrige scene...my mom took me over to their house (the guy's house) to spend...
  16. AmeliaJohnson

    HELP!!!!!

    :salam2: I am in desperate need of advise. I came from school today and my mom told me that we were to expect some guests today. When the "guests" came theu turned out to be a man and a guy around 17 years of age. My mom just has to make my likfe hell cuz she told me that the guy was to be my...
  17. AmeliaJohnson

    for my safety....

    :salam2: I hope all members and non members are fine. I wanted to ask. Is it okay for me not to take hijab rite now? Problem is that i live in a very anti-muslim neighbourhood. And if something happens to me cuz of that i dont think anyone will support me here. Exept for my muslim friend. My...
  18. AmeliaJohnson

    +2 and -2

    :salam2: to all! Here's a new hopefully interesting game. :D Here's how u play it: I have started from a number :50 Now if a sister replies she will minus (-2)..so it will be 48. And if the brother posts next it will be (+2)..so it will be 52. Rules: Same member cannot post 2...
  19. AmeliaJohnson

    a little help here plz

    :salam2: Yesterday when i went to the local mosque with my friend, there was a woman sitting there. She started to talk to me. Asking me when did i convert this and that... But then she suddenly said "Well i do feel sorry for you as ur a white and white people have commited many sins so i dont...
  20. AmeliaJohnson

    I'm so confused

    :salam2: I hope everyone is in good health. I am so confused right now. I've been getting asked about which group of islam i belong to? Same happens when i meet other muslims here. I want to ask? Are they any groups in islam? so confused? i thought this was one and only religion but different...
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