Assalam Alikuim, I do wish to say thank you, for allowing me into your community here I am writing to you from Canada, Ontario I am an unpracticing Muslim, looking to gain other muslim friends to help build my faith. Right now it is fading fast, and know I need to reach out before it completely goes. I woke up with a heavy heart, like I do everyday for the past few months now. But today something was different. I started researching different duas and different passages anything to help me. Right now, I am so very, very lost. I cry all the time. I have nobody I can talk to. But know I need much Islamic advice. So I found this site, and I can only pray that I might find some comfort and advice here. But after what I did, can I even be accepted in an Islamic society? I guess only time can tell right?