Salam wr wb, Generally speaking would you say hollidays improve your practice, increase your knowledge and faith or "because of the destination and the family" you spend most of your time on the beach, farniente y turismo... What are the advice to keep our precious moments for Allah? I am going in a place without muslim around (anyway i don't know even here!) but without my computer and internet , which means i won't read and listen and recite the qur'an when i want, day or night , i have downloaded and printed some surah, choose a book to read but i know i ll be mooving a lot. I cannot escape from family... It is not a question of fear but i have experienced before , i gave up the prayer, now i want to pray more not less. Ther is another point, we are asked to stay away from disbelievers, i am getting close to them. Wondering if it is clean to pray in a home with a people believing because it is "santiago's day", celebrating with a ten minutes prayerand just after too much food, too much alcohol , dancing all night and the top for me is my brother "in law" a christian homosexual, eating more porc when i am around despiting my religion, looking down on my way to pray, when he dare call mary mother of God, i feel it as an attack, because i would hear it thousand times, it can be paranoia from me or it can be true, i don't know, all i know is i fear to not act correctly. I would love to not hear him and see him and not smell "cerdo" all the day but it is like that. it is hard for me to smile and laugh with them when inside me i feel i should neither look at them nor answer them when they call me... People are all happy to go on hollydays and for me it is just like a trial... Sure that i will think about you,, connect each time i find a cyberc , hope it will be enough to feel good. WHo experienced some thing like that "hollydays far away from islam", how to act like a good person, true and not "feel hypocrite". Thanks for reading , thanks for any little piece of advice.