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Dear brothers & respected sisters
Can i just begin by saying that i mean no offence or harm to anybody or anyone by what i am about to say.. & please forgive me if i have!
I am a young man & i would like to believe that im normal.
The thing is that i have a problem, & this problem is killing me inside, i feel asamed, dirty & sick! I keep trying to overcome my problem & staying focused but all in time i sadly return to my sick habbits.
There are things in life where you cant address & confront them with your loved ones & family. Therefore i hope by coming to this cyber family as an unknown, outsider i feel i can open up & express myself to release my evil habbits with the help & support of my fellow members.
I dont think it is apropiate for me to say what my sick habibts are as yet but i hope & pray that i can overcome my illness. No one can imagine what im going through, i just wanna be a good, honest & practicing muslim without these sickning thoughts i think about. Dont get me wrong i alhumdulilah do pray 5 times a day, do not lie, steal, drink or do any bad wrong things only my secrets that i bring upon myself in my mind!
I guess i do need help, but what kind of help? can someone help somehow? i make dua & inshallah i hope you guys will make dua for me too..
May allah forgive us, guide us & save us from hellfire.
Your brother in pain
Dear brothers & respected sisters
Can i just begin by saying that i mean no offence or harm to anybody or anyone by what i am about to say.. & please forgive me if i have!
I am a young man & i would like to believe that im normal.
The thing is that i have a problem, & this problem is killing me inside, i feel asamed, dirty & sick! I keep trying to overcome my problem & staying focused but all in time i sadly return to my sick habbits.
There are things in life where you cant address & confront them with your loved ones & family. Therefore i hope by coming to this cyber family as an unknown, outsider i feel i can open up & express myself to release my evil habbits with the help & support of my fellow members.
I dont think it is apropiate for me to say what my sick habibts are as yet but i hope & pray that i can overcome my illness. No one can imagine what im going through, i just wanna be a good, honest & practicing muslim without these sickning thoughts i think about. Dont get me wrong i alhumdulilah do pray 5 times a day, do not lie, steal, drink or do any bad wrong things only my secrets that i bring upon myself in my mind!
I guess i do need help, but what kind of help? can someone help somehow? i make dua & inshallah i hope you guys will make dua for me too..
May allah forgive us, guide us & save us from hellfire.
Your brother in pain