السلام عليكم ورحمه الله وبركاته ومغفرته وتوجيهاته وحبه له ورضوانه يا أيها الحبيب الاخوة والاخوات الذين أحبهم لأجله [yt]4A4pFWJXQ68[/yt] [yt]5AYRGPjtBF8[/yt] [yt]sg2QYHmRfY0[/yt] Assalamu Aleykum my brothers and sisters, those whom I love I love for Allah (SWT)'s sake, and May he Bestow upon you all with his mercy, his blessings, his forgiveness, his guidance, his love, and his pleasure (for your sincere deeds), Ameen. Oh my dear brothers and sisters, a very long time has passed since I've ever talked to any of you. These past months have DEFINATELY been extremely hard upon me, and please brothers and sisters, I hope none of you are sad or upsetabout what I have done, PLEASE don't be upset or angry at me, and please don't feel that I have forgotten about ANY of you, because Alhamdulilllah, that's impossible, how can I ever forget about my beloved family, my beloved brothers and sisters, whom I love for Allah (SWT)'s sake? Subhanallah the tears flow from my eyes whenever I remember all of you, and greif and sadness strikes my heart because I miss those special beautiful times with you, Oh my Dear Beloved Brothers and Sisters. I'm hated over here in my Madrassah. Many people have made me their enemy (but Alhamdulillah, it's not because I have done anything to them, but) because they find me as a great target to being bullied, mocked, and looked down upon, even though they all know that there's nothing about me that's wrong, they just have this desire to cause pain upon my heart, by spreading rumors about me, embarrassing me infront of others, and trying to make me feel disgraced and sad [and to tell you the truth, all of those students that do treat me like this are all younger than me, shorter than me, and weaker than I am (LoL, I'm glad that I'm 5 ft. 7in. with Alhamdulillah, a long beard ( about over an inch) even though I'm just 15 ], but Subhanallah! I'm so glad that I have my Allah, Subhanahu wa Ta Alla! Allahu Akbar, I am just SO grateful that Allah (SWT) has guided me to Islam (and taking me away from the "youth culture" AKA "Gangsta lifestyle"), and Alhamdulillah, his blessings are so great that I can't even describe them in a few words, but Alhamdulillah, he is always forgiving and merciful to those who sincerely seek his forgiveness, and he is always supportive to those that work hard to please him, and who are loyal to him, Subhanahu wa Ta Alla. And Alhamdulillah, I'm grateful to Allah (SWT) that I have all of you dear beloved brothers and sisters in my life, Subhanallah! Whenever I go through any difficulties, I start to remember Allah (SWT), and also all of you (he has made you all to be a source of comfort and tranquility for me during difficult times). Subhanallah , I'm crying right now as I write this message, but PLEASE my dear beloved ones, remember to NEVER despair when hardships befall any of you! Because Indeed! Allah (SWT) is always there for you my dear brothers and sisters, and he is WAITING for you. Yes, he is WAITING for you. Whenever any injury comes to your heart, when any sadness strikes you, remember my dear ones! Remember to find hope, comfort, and tranquility in his rememberance and in your Ebadah! For Verily! The ones who love Alllah (SWT) will ALWAYS find happiness and tranquility when they remember that their beloved Rabb is there for them! Who is there to comfort them, and Indeed, my beloved brothers and sisters, I have a strong feeling inside my heart, that we will meet soon! We will meet together soon in the Akirah (no matter how long we live in this world), and we will be in Ad-Daar-us-Salaam, The Abode of Tranquility! And best of all, Allah (SWT) will be there with us! That is the place for those who despite their disabilities, they intend and make great effort to become Pious Muslimun, in order that Allah (SWT) is pleased with them! Dear brothers and sisters, I love all of you, and Alhamdulillah, I'm always makind dua for all of you, because all of you are so beloved to me, because you are the ones whom Allah (SWT) has blessed me with, and he has made you all be a source of comfort and happiness for me, and so I have said all of this because it is straight from my heart, and also because I know that many of you go through hardships and difficulties in life, and I wanted to encourage all of you and keep you stronger, because this Duniyah is difficult, but always, one will find comfort, tranquility, and help when they have Taqwa of Allah (SWT) and when they are loyal to him. And so please, I'm not sure when's the next time that I will be able to talk to any of you, but I want all of you to reply this message of mine, and I want you all to forgive me, because I LOVE ALL OF YOU FOR ALLAH (SWT)'S SAKE, and I don't want any of you to be sad, okay? And so now this letter of mine to all of you is coming to an end, but I hope that Allah (SWT) forgives me, and that you all also forgive me, incase I have said anything or done anything wrong, and I hope that this message has been of GREAT and EXTREME benefit, hope, happiness, tranquility, and encouragement for all of you, and even though I must finish my letter now, I just want all of you to know and remember that I ALWAYS LOVE ALL OF YOU FOR ALLAH (SWT)'S SAKE, alright? *smile* السلام عليكم ورحمه الله وبركاته ومغفرته وتوجيهاته وحبه له ورضوانه يا أيها الحبيب الاخوة والاخوات الذين أحبهم لأجله Assalamu Aleykum my beloved brothers and sisters whom I love for Allah (SWT)'s sake, and May his mercy, his blessings, his forgiveness, his guidance, his Love, and his Pleasure be upon all of you, Ameen!