hayat84
I'm not what you believe
Curse at myself,I'm wasting my time!
I only wanted to be happy and work as well as I can
for a better future,with my beloved man.
But everything is crushing around me.alas good time!
you're gone and now I'm missing you.
If I could change my life,I would have chosen another way,not this one.
One time we were unified for the sake of Allah,
I used to pray beside you,now how can I do,
if you judge me a bad woman.
I fear the punition of the Hell,
but what a life am I having here?is it well?
Here is what I would tell:
may Allah forgive me if I'll not love my life as I should do;
may He open His hands when I'll say stop to my pain
and may He let my tears stop to drop along my face.
I'm too tired to carry on with this stone in my heart.
May He understand me if I don't pray beside you,
because you hurt my senses when I want to thank Him.
From the dawn to the sunset I pray Allah in silence:
if you'd see me you'll surely find an excuse to make me doubt of my faith.
Here is what I would you to know:
I had a good time,but I wonder where it's gone.
Maybe I've lost this challange,
and even if I fear Allah's revenge,
I tell you farewell,my dear.
I hoped to have a goodly life,and I had it,Alhamdulillah.
I'd like to turn off the light and wake up in a new,better place.
