LET EVERYTHING BE LIKE BEFORE

[hayat84]

BISMILLAHI RRAHMANI RRAHIM

Ya Allah,I surely was wrong,
I doubted for so long
but what doesn't kill me makes me strong.
Where was I all these days,am I dreaming or am I awake?
I ask Your forgiveness if I've made a mistake...
Only now I remember that I'm here for Your sake.
I was too much brave,
I rejected for a moment all the bleesings that You gave...
Poor I am,I don't wish to be buried in the grave,
if I was a bad believer,
if I wasn't so cleaver:
I know Allah,You're the Forgiver,
but this time I strive to believe that I'll be among the pious,
I'm aware my life is what of glorious
everybody wishes for itself;but for me it was so obvious,
that I lose the right way and took the rift.
Now,You're the Only one Who can lift
me up;I've had the best gift

and I'm risking to destroy all what I've made.
I was about to do what You forbade;

now I'm here begging You to forgive my bad deeds.
I hope to go to Paradise,although I'm always on the wrong way.
Ya Allah,wake me up,give me Your sign
that I can begin from new.
I'll be better and I'll do anything,
but let eveything be like before.

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this is my prayer to be a good person in every moment of the life