zinirah
Junior Member
Assalamu Alaikom
I am an honest person so I say how things really are. These days I have been coming to this forum just to pass the time. I used to be more active here, but honestly I have lost interest. I'm not doing so well emotionally in my life since one very bad event that happened, and I do admit that it's my fault, because I have not been doing so well in my deen. I have not been praying, and keeping faith in Allah. I am angry all the time a one specific person in my life. I'm in the process of forgiving and trusting them again, and I know it takes time. I started to always see the negative in everything including people outside my home. When i'm alone I just think about the past. I'm depressed all the time.I have no friends...literally none. I'm not socially active with people outside my family. I'm in the home all the time. I cannot go out. I started to feel lonely. I'm a mess. I don't know how to get out of this whole negative vibe. I need some serious help. I know what you all are going to say, but even though i may not trust the one person that I should be the closest to in my life I want to at least get back in my deen, and feel close to Allah again. I want to be strong in my faith.
Sorry for this post, I know there are many who post stuff like this so I don't mean to be another. I just need some help. Don't we all?
I am an honest person so I say how things really are. These days I have been coming to this forum just to pass the time. I used to be more active here, but honestly I have lost interest. I'm not doing so well emotionally in my life since one very bad event that happened, and I do admit that it's my fault, because I have not been doing so well in my deen. I have not been praying, and keeping faith in Allah. I am angry all the time a one specific person in my life. I'm in the process of forgiving and trusting them again, and I know it takes time. I started to always see the negative in everything including people outside my home. When i'm alone I just think about the past. I'm depressed all the time.I have no friends...literally none. I'm not socially active with people outside my family. I'm in the home all the time. I cannot go out. I started to feel lonely. I'm a mess. I don't know how to get out of this whole negative vibe. I need some serious help. I know what you all are going to say, but even though i may not trust the one person that I should be the closest to in my life I want to at least get back in my deen, and feel close to Allah again. I want to be strong in my faith.
Sorry for this post, I know there are many who post stuff like this so I don't mean to be another. I just need some help. Don't we all?