'if one pass 40 days and nothing happend to him and pass it in a happiness ; one must look into his relation with Allah[/QUOTE]
what do you mean in this hadith? i have this illness that has been going on for weeks over 40 days. the relation with allah and how i feel it is amazing. the sheikh himself cant believe how lucky i am in this regard. he tells me, mashallah allah is guiding you for sure. if Allah was not happy or did not guide me and there was no relation with allah, do you know what i'll be, i'll be ashes in the jinns hands!!!
i like everything you said to me in your reply but im not sure if i misunderstood this hadith or if i understood it well. so you tell me.
Al-Ibtilaa' (Allah's Tests)
-The test of Allah can be very hard,
-a believer may continue to be tested until he has no sin remaining.
-And we will surely test you with some fear,
-But give good tidings to the steadfast
-We belong to Allah and to Him we return."
-If you are steadfast and beware of Allah, that is the strongest position.}
-Allah warns us of some of the hardships we will definitely face as Muslims in this world.
-If we are steadfast and conscious of Allah and His complete power over all things, these tests will only increase us in belief and in effort to raise the Word of Allah uppermost in this earth.
-Allah commands the Muslims to face their enemy with courage
-Allah has warned that whoever flees from the fight in fear has earned the anger of Allah and will find hell-fire to be his abode in the hereafter.
-But Allah wishes to test us with the physical fighting and to raise the believers to a highter level and grant them a generous reward.
-Al-Anbiyaa: 35
Ibn Abbas said about this verse: "We will test you with hardship and with ease, with good health and with sickness, with wealth and with poverty, with the halaal and with the haraam, with obedience and with disobedience and with right guidance and with misguidance - in order that we may establish how you have shown gratitude (for the "good" tests) and how you have remained steadfast (in the face of the "bad" tests)." And unto us you will return - so that Allah will reward each and every soul according to their actions.
-Everything which happens is good for him. And that is for no one except the believer.
-"if he encounters hardship he is steadfast and that is good for him."
-"Whoever complains about a calamity which comes his way it is as if he has complained against his Lord."
-'Beware of taking your troubles to other than Allah
-"I only raise my distress and my grief to Allah". So, make Allah the one to whom you take your troubles and your grief when anything bad happens to you. He is the most gracious of those who are asked and the closest of those who are called."
-Our Lord! Do not place upon us that which is beyond our ability. And pardon us. And forgive us. And have mercy on us. You are our Protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people."
this is what im going through, a test / trial. alhumdulilah because i know i will be rewarded for fighting with courage and for having a strong relation with Allah. i will fight my enemies for the sake of Allah and for my religion and if i die doing this, i will die inshallah a shahida because what im going through is fighting with enemies who are trying to make me a kafra. and im stronger than that and this is what is making them angry and taking long. you know, what im going through, it doesnt take 40 days my sister to heal, it takes YEARS TO FIGHT IT!