please try to understand

[allah is with me]

:salam2:

I dont know why am i feeling to dye ?i dont know why my life has become like this ?....when ever i see some kids .those kids will not be alone they will be having there mother behind those kids....
but when i look behind i see my dad behind me and sisters but my mom ?no my mother is not dead as you all know... but why do i feel that my mother is no more ?why do i cry day and night asking allah to give my mother back to me as before she was with us ?what happend to my mother?why people say my mother is mentally ill? no i dont feel she is mad but why does people say us to put her in mental asylum ?why is it so ?
plz help me out i feel like to dye but i cant because su aside is haram ...
plz help me.. i read surahs and blow upon my mother but shows no effects because she does not clean her self at all ..till 1 ,2 months she does not take bath ..my mother was not like that before ...she is un councious ..she suddenly gets a kind of a evil face as though reading ayath al kursi is making her go angry ..she sometimes hits if i read and blow ayth al kursi on her face and sometime says that i my self will read ayath al kursi and sometimes doesent do any thing if i blow ...what is this happpening ?does she realy has jin with her? ..she does not remember what she does yesterday if we ask her .she says what did i do yesterday?
what is this.. i dont understand any thing....i dont think so even you all can understand
but if can then plz tell what is it?
thankyou
allah haffiz
:blackhijab:

 

[Mahzala]

Assalamualaikum



My Dear Sister, I am speechless. I really dont know what to say. You are exactly right when you say Allah is with me, as your name. Allah is surely with you Sweet Sister, testing you. You just have patience and try and pass this test, another worldly challenge. Its just in this world Sweet Heart. Insha Allah you will be rewarded for enduring all this. If I could take away all your pain and all the burdens you endure, I would entirely, leaving you painless.

My Dear Sister, Suicide as you said is Haraam. It might be the most painful way of leaving this world, closing your eyes and having no more worldly worries, but a destruction to the Other World. The One that us Muslims live for, we live to achieve the best we can to attain a high rank in that world. The pleasures of this world are nothing. Nothing at all. Allah says Himself, that if He inflicts upon anyone any sort of hardship, there is no such thing in that world for him. No pain, no worries, no agonies, nothing.

The Prophet (SAW) said: Whoever Allah wishes good for, He inflicts him (with hardship) - At Tirmidhi. Allah tests whom He, Almighty Loves. He also takes whom He loves. So My Dear, your mother in that situation may be a way of getting her close to Allah. I mean to say, now she is not engaged in these worldly things that occupy us day and night, that deviate us from Him Almighty. My Sweet Heart, I pray that your mother gets her health back, May Allah give her instant recovery and with all your efforts of reciting the Quran, accept your hearts minutest duas and prayers.

You ask what it is.. Its a test. Take it with patience, tawakkal, put your trust in Allah, and you will pass it Insha Allah. I will make dua for you always, hereafter. And I pray that they get accepted.

Fee Amanillah, My love and duas are coming your way,

Your Sister, Mesbah.

Assalamualaikum

 

[sof_na]

salam walikum

MAy Alah help u in every way possible pray namaz and do sincere dua to Allah

Like the other sisters said this is a test from Allah just b patient inshallah everything wil be ok

You ar in my dua May allah give u strength sister take care

Salams