Asalam alaikom brothers and sisters Here i need a suggestion from you people my parents saw me aliance for the marriage ( im 21) .. first i was not willing to agree it after their advice i accepted ... then they started looking groom for me .. they got one good aliance he is my very first person whom im gonna look in the intention as such of getting to the married life.. parents (including me) and his side met on one right day everything went on fine .. i liked him lot .. as usual they told will inform after reaching home and discussing with family ,.. after few days when my parents called up they told they liked us but some circumstances now not willing to proceed with us ... before this i never had an intention of this getting into relation but when i saw him i felt nice,, thought he is the one Allah sent for me .. this point sticked in my mind still now i dont know whether its just affair or something i disagreed further alliances and asked parents to let me search for my job as im recent graduated student .. but inner the heart i feel i miss him IS THAT IM WRONG ?? AM I UNLAWFUL ??? will i get him back?? is that LOVE is haram ???? i feel i need him back ... by Allahs blessing i feel to get him back im in a very critic situation ... is that i have to take this as EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR GOOD so forget him and do work with my further work or with dua or by asking allah's help can i wait for him ?????