Oh Allah, Why Must I Suffer?
I prayed, to the Almighty, for my troubles to cease.
But instead of departing, they seemed to increase.
Each day found 'new problems' I'd not faced before
And, so, my depression just grew; more and more.
I begged and I pleaded, "Allah, please let me die!
If You can't ease my pain, at least tell me why."
The Almighty said, "My dear child, I love you so much
And I could have erased all those tears with one touch.
But, I wanted to teach you to cling to My hand
And trust Me for things you cannot understand.
I wanted to show you that, when things go wrong,
My strength, in your weakness, will make you grow strong.
You've suffered because you were chosen to be
A light for the lost and a witness for Me.
As you travel the pathway I've laid out for you,
You will meet many hearts that are suffering, too.
And because you have been there, and know what they feel,
You can show them My love and can help them to heal."
'Twas then that I wept, as I fell on my knees,
And I gave thanks to Allah for not granting my pleas.
For had I not suffered and felt such despair,
How could I have known the extent of His care?
Oh, Allah, make me worthy to share Your great love
And help hurting souls reach Your heaven above.
I prayed, to the Almighty, for my troubles to cease.
But instead of departing, they seemed to increase.
Each day found 'new problems' I'd not faced before
And, so, my depression just grew; more and more.
I begged and I pleaded, "Allah, please let me die!
If You can't ease my pain, at least tell me why."
The Almighty said, "My dear child, I love you so much
And I could have erased all those tears with one touch.
But, I wanted to teach you to cling to My hand
And trust Me for things you cannot understand.
I wanted to show you that, when things go wrong,
My strength, in your weakness, will make you grow strong.
You've suffered because you were chosen to be
A light for the lost and a witness for Me.
As you travel the pathway I've laid out for you,
You will meet many hearts that are suffering, too.
And because you have been there, and know what they feel,
You can show them My love and can help them to heal."
'Twas then that I wept, as I fell on my knees,
And I gave thanks to Allah for not granting my pleas.
For had I not suffered and felt such despair,
How could I have known the extent of His care?
Oh, Allah, make me worthy to share Your great love
And help hurting souls reach Your heaven above.