When was the last time you.......

Isra

aka Tree2008
As salamo alaikome

Even though I just took my shahada this year and I am still relatively new to Islam I cry alot when I pray. I cry for the sins I have committed since taking my shahada and I even cry for the sins I committed in my past before I knew about Islam. I cry when I think of how I searched for the truth but never found it until now so I feel my whole life was wasted in sin. Also now that I know about Islam why have I not been more careful after receiving this perfect gift Allah has given me?????? I feel so bad that even after taking shahada I still feel in a bad way towards most people.......why cant I be more loving and understanding of Allah's creatures???? Why cant I have more patience with them? How can I expect Allah to have patience with me and be understanding about the things I do that are wrong if I cannot have tolerance for his creation? I think about these things all the time and it makes me feel so bad.

I cry also when I think about that dreadful day and I wonder if I will lose my entire family? Will I even go to Jannah myself? And if I do make it to Jannah will I lose my children or will they be beside me? I fear that day more than anything. I fear more for my children than even for myself. May Allah have mercy on us all Ameen.
 

Muslim_Gurl

Thank You Allah!
As salamo alaikome

Even though I just took my shahada this year and I am still relatively new to Islam I cry alot when I pray. I cry for the sins I have committed since taking my shahada and I even cry for the sins I committed in my past before I knew about Islam. I cry when I think of how I searched for the truth but never found it until now so I feel my whole life was wasted in sin. Also now that I know about Islam why have I not been more careful after receiving this perfect gift Allah has given me?????? I feel so bad that even after taking shahada I still feel in a bad way towards most people.......why cant I be more loving and understanding of Allah's creatures???? Why cant I have more patience with them? How can I expect Allah to have patience with me and be understanding about the things I do that are wrong if I cannot have tolerance for his creation? I think about these things all the time and it makes me feel so bad.

I cry also when I think about that dreadful day and I wonder if I will lose my entire family? Will I even go to Jannah myself? And if I do make it to Jannah will I lose my children or will they be beside me? I fear that day more than anything. I fear more for my children than even for myself. May Allah have mercy on us all Ameen.

Aww I felt like crying when I read this :( SubhnAllah, I also feel very very bad for the billions of sins I have done :( :( But my heart is so hard SubhnAllah...I just can't cry!! :(:(:( My heart is as hard or ever harder than a rock!! :(:(:(:(

You know sister, don't think of the past okayy. If you have asked Allah for forgiveness, then its all gone. So don't worry. Its as if it never happened :)

May Allah guide us all. Ameen.

And may Allah guide your childeren and your family. And make you all enter Jannah without hisaab. Ameen. And Same to all my beloved brothers and sister.

You know sister...the Day of Judgment...it doesnt scare me :shymuslima1: I actually feel excited when reading about the Day of Judgment :( Its seems so cool to me.... :shymuslima1: I don't know why...

Sister, when was the last time you cried??...
 

dilek

OntheWayOf ALLAH
Whenever I listen surah al-Isra I can hardly stop my tears... I dont know why but this surah affects me too much.
 

Muslim_Gurl

Thank You Allah!
Okay, since everyone is sharing, let me also tell you the last time I cried.

Alhumdulillah it was last night during Ishaa salaat. But I bet I wouldnt have cried if it wern't for you guys. Seriouslyy...

Anyways, it was really really late and everyone was asleep except me. It made me feel soo soo good because I was the only one up, talking to Allah :(

Also...it made me a bit jealous when I read everyone's reply and how they were like well I always cry during prayer, or reading quran etc...

So yea...this thread really did help me :) Alhumdulillah
 

Muslim_Gurl

Thank You Allah!
I FEEL EXACTLY THE SAME WAY SIS! It is like you took the thoughts right out of my mind. Well... Except for the children part because I dont have those yet, but Insha Allah someday I will :hearts:

It also makes me sad to think about my family. One day I was praying Maghrib in the mosque and when i put my head to sudjood i just startedbawling. I thought about my family and all the sins i had committed. I love them so much and don't want them to go to the hell fire. I fear the hell fire greatly.

Aww really sister?? :( SubhnAllah.

May Allah save us all. Ameen

Sister, when was the last time you cried out of the fear or love of Allah??
 

SwordofAllah16

Heros of Islam
you know if sum1 cries out of fear for Allah and doesn't tell anyone he gets the shade of
Allahs throne on Day of judgement
if they tell you they will lose that opportunity

wasalam
 

Abu uthman

New Member
Aww I felt like crying when I read this :( SubhnAllah, I also feel very very bad for the billions of sins I have done :( :( But my heart is so hard SubhnAllah...I just can't cry!! :(:(:( My heart is as hard or ever harder than a rock!! :(:(:(:(

You know sister, don't think of the past okayy. If you have asked Allah for forgiveness, then its all gone. So don't worry. Its as if it never happened :)

May Allah guide us all. Ameen.

And may Allah guide your childeren and your family. And make you all enter Jannah without hisaab. Ameen. And Same to all my beloved brothers and sister.

You know sister...the Day of Judgment...it doesnt scare me :shymuslima1: I actually feel excited when reading about the Day of Judgment :( Its seems so cool to me.... :shymuslima1: I don't know why...

Sister, when was the last time you cried??...

:salam2:


A Big Scholar was ones asked who is the most ignorant of all people and who is the wisest of all people so he said. The most ignorant of all people is the one when he does a good deed he thinks Allah will accept it and does not worry about it, and the wisest of all people is the one who does a good deed and fears that Allah swt won’t accept it.
My point is dear brothers and sisters insallah our deeds will be accepted and our sins will be forgiven but do not forget that Allah swt does as he wishes, and subhanllah the prophet (saw) would ask Allah for forgiveness a 100 times a day even though his past and future are forgiven by the most mercy full, and not to forget the story of Omar Ibn khattab at his death bed he said " If I could give the whole of mountain uhud in the form of gold as charity and Allah swt would reveal to me that he has indeed accept one good deed of mine I would die happily, however now I’m dyeing and I do not know what will become off me" Subhanllah brothers and sisters!! Omar Ibn Khattab is saying such a thing then who are we? Ask yourselves where you stand today? Such a great companion who has been promised jannah while he was alive in thin dunyah is saying such a thing on his death bed!!
And as a word of advice sister you should fear the trials that will happen on that day, the sun which will be just above your head, the anger of the most mercy full. That day will be such harsh and devastating day sister do not think of it as a day that will pass by easily.
Allhamduliah that’s all I had to say if I benefited you brothers and sisters then it is from Allah and if I have said something wrong then it is from me and the shaytan and may Allah subhanawatarla forgive us all in our sins.
 

Abu uthman

New Member
:salam2:


A Big Scholar was ones asked who is the most ignorant of all people and who is the wisest of all people so he said. The most ignorant of all people is the one when he does a good deed he thinks Allah will accept it and does not worry about it, and the wisest of all people is the one who does a good deed and fears that Allah swt won’t accept it.

My point is dear brothers and sisters insallah our deeds will be accepted and our sins will be forgiven but do not forget that Allah swt does as he wishes, and subhanllah the prophet (saw) would ask Allah for forgiveness a 100 times a day even though his past and future are forgiven by the most mercy full, and not to forget the story of Omar Ibn khattab at his death bed he said " If I could give the whole of mountain uhud in the form of gold as charity and Allah swt would reveal to me that he has indeed accept one good deed of mine I would die happily, however now I’m dyeing and I do not know what will become off me" Subhanllah brothers and sisters!! Omar Ibn Khattab is saying such a thing then who are we? Ask yourselves where you stand today? Such a great companion who has been promised jannah while he was alive in this dunyah is saying such a thing on his death bed!!

And as a word of advice sister you should fear the trials that will happen on that day, the sun which will be just above your head, the anger of the most mercy full. That day will be such harsh and devastating day sister do not think of it as a day that will pass by easily.
Allhamduliah that’s all I had to say if I benefited you brothers and sisters then it is from Allah and if I have said something wrong then it is from me and the shaytan and may Allah subhanawatarla forgive us all in our sins.

............
 

al-fajr

...ism..schism
Staff member
Why are people exposing tears which are probably beloved to Allaah due to the fact they are shed for his sake in private, to the public? Such folly.

These things are none of anyones elses business but you're own, we should be weary of the nafs and the tendency for the sincerity of our worship to decrease if we talk too much and answer unnecessary questions like this.

This thread should be closed, its not okay to ask such questions.

Wa-alaykum salaam.
 

Muslim_Gurl

Thank You Allah!
you know if sum1 cries out of fear for Allah and doesn't tell anyone he gets the shade of
Allahs throne on Day of judgement
if they tell you they will lose that opportunity

wasalam

:salam2:


A Big Scholar was ones asked who is the most ignorant of all people and who is the wisest of all people so he said. The most ignorant of all people is the one when he does a good deed he thinks Allah will accept it and does not worry about it, and the wisest of all people is the one who does a good deed and fears that Allah swt won’t accept it.
My point is dear brothers and sisters insallah our deeds will be accepted and our sins will be forgiven but do not forget that Allah swt does as he wishes, and subhanllah the prophet (saw) would ask Allah for forgiveness a 100 times a day even though his past and future are forgiven by the most mercy full, and not to forget the story of Omar Ibn khattab at his death bed he said " If I could give the whole of mountain uhud in the form of gold as charity and Allah swt would reveal to me that he has indeed accept one good deed of mine I would die happily, however now I’m dyeing and I do not know what will become off me" Subhanllah brothers and sisters!! Omar Ibn Khattab is saying such a thing then who are we? Ask yourselves where you stand today? Such a great companion who has been promised jannah while he was alive in thin dunyah is saying such a thing on his death bed!!
And as a word of advice sister you should fear the trials that will happen on that day, the sun which will be just above your head, the anger of the most mercy full. That day will be such harsh and devastating day sister do not think of it as a day that will pass by easily.
Allhamduliah that’s all I had to say if I benefited you brothers and sisters then it is from Allah and if I have said something wrong then it is from me and the shaytan and may Allah subhanawatarla forgive us all in our sins.

Why are people exposing tears which are probably beloved to Allaah due to the fact they are shed for his sake in private, to the public? Such folly.

These things are none of anyones elses business but you're own, we should be weary of the nafs and the tendency for the sincerity of our worship to decrease if we talk too much and answer unnecessary questions like this.

This thread should be closed, its not okay to ask such questions.

Wa-alaykum salaam.

Asthghfirullah, I am extremely sorry. I know this is only supposed to be between you and Allah but like I said in my beginning, I'm only asking because it will only help me shed tears out of fear or love for Allah. And it did :shymuslima1: Now I'm not showing off or anything, I'm not, really. And I really hope this was not the intention of the brothers and sisters that replied.

Soo I'm really sorry. If you do wish for this thread to be closed because you think its wrong to ask something like this, then thats alright. But I say this thread has really helped me.

I'm sorry sister Al-fajr, brother Abu uthman, and brother SwordofAllah16. I hope you will forgive me.

Love you all for the sake of Allah

Wasalam
 

Muslim_Gurl

Thank You Allah!
:salam2:


A Big Scholar was ones asked who is the most ignorant of all people and who is the wisest of all people so he said. The most ignorant of all people is the one when he does a good deed he thinks Allah will accept it and does not worry about it, and the wisest of all people is the one who does a good deed and fears that Allah swt won’t accept it.
My point is dear brothers and sisters insallah our deeds will be accepted and our sins will be forgiven but do not forget that Allah swt does as he wishes, and subhanllah the prophet (saw) would ask Allah for forgiveness a 100 times a day even though his past and future are forgiven by the most mercy full, and not to forget the story of Omar Ibn khattab at his death bed he said " If I could give the whole of mountain uhud in the form of gold as charity and Allah swt would reveal to me that he has indeed accept one good deed of mine I would die happily, however now I’m dyeing and I do not know what will become off me" Subhanllah brothers and sisters!! Omar Ibn Khattab is saying such a thing then who are we? Ask yourselves where you stand today? Such a great companion who has been promised jannah while he was alive in thin dunyah is saying such a thing on his death bed!!
And as a word of advice sister you should fear the trials that will happen on that day, the sun which will be just above your head, the anger of the most mercy full. That day will be such harsh and devastating day sister do not think of it as a day that will pass by easily.
Allhamduliah that’s all I had to say if I benefited you brothers and sisters then it is from Allah and if I have said something wrong then it is from me and the shaytan and may Allah subhanawatarla forgive us all in our sins.

Ohh and brother, you are absolutely correct. May Allah reward you and make you enter Jannah without hisaab. Ameen.
 
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