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I'm not what you believe
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I write to all my brothers and sisters is Islam who shared with me important informations.you helped me very much and I thank you all.It has been very good to be a member of this "family",but now it's time for me to leave TTI...I suppose that you wish to know why;well,I don't feel neither good,nor happy.yesterady,to the ennesimal dispute with my husband(hope he forgives me for my madness),he forbade for revenge me to enter in TTI,because he said that I spend too much time here(it's not true) than in the house,which is dirty.I told him that I'm so sad,that I find a little of peace in TTI,but now I'm too disappointed with him and I'll listen to him,even it cries me my heart by leaving you.
I feel like in a terrible nightmare by which I want to wake up.I feel crazy,and I think I'm losing my mind,nothing is in its place.I seek Allah's help,but Allah is just looking at me,while the devils are destroying me.I tried to be happy,but each time I was so,something bad passed to me,so what I said in the thread about Jinn is true,I can see the face of this creature and I can't react,cause I feel very weak.I hope to be back to you as soon as possible,cause now my health doesn't allow me.I'll close in myself till the moment everything will be clearer.Hoping you'll think to me and you'll not forget me,I leave you my last poem.
bye bye TTI
I write to all my brothers and sisters is Islam who shared with me important informations.you helped me very much and I thank you all.It has been very good to be a member of this "family",but now it's time for me to leave TTI...I suppose that you wish to know why;well,I don't feel neither good,nor happy.yesterady,to the ennesimal dispute with my husband(hope he forgives me for my madness),he forbade for revenge me to enter in TTI,because he said that I spend too much time here(it's not true) than in the house,which is dirty.I told him that I'm so sad,that I find a little of peace in TTI,but now I'm too disappointed with him and I'll listen to him,even it cries me my heart by leaving you.
I feel like in a terrible nightmare by which I want to wake up.I feel crazy,and I think I'm losing my mind,nothing is in its place.I seek Allah's help,but Allah is just looking at me,while the devils are destroying me.I tried to be happy,but each time I was so,something bad passed to me,so what I said in the thread about Jinn is true,I can see the face of this creature and I can't react,cause I feel very weak.I hope to be back to you as soon as possible,cause now my health doesn't allow me.I'll close in myself till the moment everything will be clearer.Hoping you'll think to me and you'll not forget me,I leave you my last poem.
HAPPY DAYS
When your day'll come,there will be no pain
and the tears you'll cry will be just a remembering
of your happy days
that today have ended.
Don't matter if you must leave,
cause life will go on
like nothing had passed,so be happy,
cause you're leaving your family
that in Sh Allah you'll meet in Jannah.
When your day'll come,there will be no pain
and the tears you'll cry will be just a remembering
of your happy days
that today have ended.
Don't matter if you must leave,
cause life will go on
like nothing had passed,so be happy,
cause you're leaving your family
that in Sh Allah you'll meet in Jannah.
bye bye TTI