Assalamu Alaikum dear akhi
I am sorry abt what is happening to youmay Allah bring ease, strong Imaan, and patience to your life.Ameen
May Allah be your helper,guider,provider and protecter.Ameen
ones you sencerly repent, Allah will surely forgive you...so put your trust in HIM SWT alone.
Allah hafiz now and always dear fiAllah, walahi your pain hurts and only Allah can ease it.
May Allah give you gud in this dunya and the akhira.Ameen