Thanks for sharing..Yes, prayer is good but it definitely takes determination too. You just can't expect things to automatically get better if you are not willing to try. This is something that I'm trying to work on myself too.
Barakallah feek. I'm new to the site, and so far read only the first post to this thread . Will be sure to go through the rest of these videos, inshallah. May Allah guide our hearts.. and prevent our lusts and the whisper of Shaytan from straying us from the Right Path.