chosen one
:salam2:
you are the chosen one to face challenges from Allah so you can increase your fatith toward him..
May Allah bless you and forgive all your sins..
:hijabi:
uh
:salam2:
hmm.. it's look like you have a big problem..
but actually you can overcome your problem..
maybe it is just your imagination or Satan tries to distract you..
i just can share my humble advise :
do read surah mulk before you sleep..
insha-Allah,
Allah would helps...