Assalam Alaykum sister in islam
Really i'm so sad to hear that
But may be divorce is better in some cases,
because Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning):
“But if they separate (by divorce), Allaah will provide abundance for everyone of them from His Bounty. And Allaah is Ever All‑Sufficient for His creatures’ needs, All‑Wise”
[al-Nisa’ 4:130]
And you should note that this world is the realm of trials and tests, and that the Muslim will be faced with worry, distress, grief, and sickness, but he should not let that cause him to miss out on the rewards that are available, so seek reward with your Lord for that which has befallen you and ask Him to make you patient and to make you steadfast in adhering to His religion
we ask Allah is Taking you Husband back you if you want that
Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning):
“And their husbands have the better right to take them back in that period, if they wish for reconciliation”
[al-Baqarah 2:228]
and if you not want back to him.
We ask Allah, may He be glorified and exalted, to compensate you with something better and help you find a righteous husband.
<wasalam>