WannabeHijabi
بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
This is something which is frustrating me beyond measure, in part because everytime it happens I feel like a failure.m
I've been trying to stop listening to music, which included deleting all but some nasheeds/qiraats from my phone and laptop, and getting rid of any non-Islamic CDs and tapes. I managed at one time to go some weeks without listening deliberately to any non-Islamic music, before I found myself going back to my old music again via YouTube and he internet for no reason at all.
I'm getting frustrated because when I wasn't listening to haraam music, I felt much happier and yet this seemed to be forgotten when I went back to the haraam stuff. I feel like such a failure. What do I do? I can't stop using the internet as it's my only way to really read about Islam and do other really important things.
I've been trying to stop listening to music, which included deleting all but some nasheeds/qiraats from my phone and laptop, and getting rid of any non-Islamic CDs and tapes. I managed at one time to go some weeks without listening deliberately to any non-Islamic music, before I found myself going back to my old music again via YouTube and he internet for no reason at all.
I'm getting frustrated because when I wasn't listening to haraam music, I felt much happier and yet this seemed to be forgotten when I went back to the haraam stuff. I feel like such a failure. What do I do? I can't stop using the internet as it's my only way to really read about Islam and do other really important things.