Salamu alaikkum sister, nice to have you here. I myself started posting in this forum since yesterday, alhamdulillah the people here keep it live and its great to read some really interesting stuff. Sister being born as a muslim is not a great thing untill you practise your deen. This religion has been perfected for our ummah in the simplest form. Inshallah from ramadhan you can try, not like im a very practising muslim myself, though i am striving to

Inshallah try to keep up with all your 5 daily prayers in Ramdhan in and on time. Few years back i used to pray nothing but Jumaah and salatul Eid and i regret about how many years I've wasted. Death may come any time, it is best for us to practise our deen, so that we die by saying "La Illaha Il Allah" with ease and confidence. To be honest the number of muslims who fast are more than the number of muslims who pray. If only they knew that the prayer was greater than fasting. There is nothing better than worship the one who created you and the one who has given you life, and all the money and other worldy things. Everyday the the seas, the wind etc. ask Allah "Can we destroy so and so slave of yours, they are not obeying you" and yet Allah (swt) says "This is between me and my slave" Such is the mercy of your Lord, turn to your Lord and inshallah I really urge you to try to practise Islam

The best thing your soul can do to gain peace, is to gain the pleasure of its creator

Inshallah may Allah help us all strive in his way and gain his pleasure, Ameen