Asalaamu Aleykum Warahmatulah my dearest brothers and sisters
today i'm in need of your help my brothers
i have sinned, not once nor twice, and every single day of its time i kept on saying to my self i'll repant but my brothers and sisters i have done something teribly wrong "may allah subhana wata ala forgive me "
my dearest brothers im ashamed to even talk to you as i do not have the face to face up any brother and tell him my problems ..
i have begged for forgiveness and pardon from Allah and fasted today
my brothers i dont even know where to start ! but please try to understand and not judge
i have been charged with rape
... i'm on bail at the moment and due to court next month ... my dear brothers i have been fooled and blamed and now my ALLAH is giving me a lesson ... but this could mean inprisonment for 4 years if i pleed guilty and my whole life could be ruined !
i will fight for this because i'm 120% sure that i can win this case as i have some proofs that may help me ...
my brothers i have already asked ALLAH for forgiveness and pardon for my bad deeds and i will for the rest of my life ...
but the thing is im not sure if i have to repant or not ... ?
dear brothers i will do my best of all to be forgiven of my sins so please if there certain ways that you know let me know please , your help will me very appretiated .
may alaah forive us all for our bad deeds ... though today i feel like the biggest sinner of all time
please read me a dua'a