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Asalamu alaikum my brothers and sisters in islam....
if you remember a few months ago i had posted asking your precious dua so that i can get admission in the school that i like. alhamdulillah after great efforts from my sweet mother i got the seat there..Alhamdulillah....but what was strange after that was that i could not go to school properly...i took lots and lots of holidays..missed exaamz etc..it was all because vomiting...whenever i start to go to school i start vomiting and gets stomach aches and i get tired.. my parents thought itz because i tavel lot to school early morning in the bus which i am not used to...now lovely parents who gas great hopes on me becoming a doctor took a house near the school for rent for 2 years til my higher studies..i thought okay everythng will be fine..but the same problem...Vomiting...here also...then i went for counselling classes but no use ..den my parents doughted if this is some black majic..we met some islamic teachers and all had the same thing to tell that this is sehr(someone doesnt want me to study)..this went on for a year and i thought i would fail..but alhamdulillah i passed but with worst marks..now i am in 12 th standard...a very serious school days for me if i want to be a doctor..but now....i have no interst to study...i dont want to be anything...i wish to be the perfect muslimah.and always stay inside and not step outside.. i feel terrile on my marks(i was a bright student) now i am in worst students of the class... i feel sorry for my parents.. what to do??? this year i will be writing medical entrance exam too but i dont thibk i can clear it because i am not good at school how can i get medical seat?? i am just confused and tired..... plz help me.. and any good suggestions on how to prepare for the entance exam would be great... sorry for wasting your valuable time... jazakallah khair..
if you remember a few months ago i had posted asking your precious dua so that i can get admission in the school that i like. alhamdulillah after great efforts from my sweet mother i got the seat there..Alhamdulillah....but what was strange after that was that i could not go to school properly...i took lots and lots of holidays..missed exaamz etc..it was all because vomiting...whenever i start to go to school i start vomiting and gets stomach aches and i get tired.. my parents thought itz because i tavel lot to school early morning in the bus which i am not used to...now lovely parents who gas great hopes on me becoming a doctor took a house near the school for rent for 2 years til my higher studies..i thought okay everythng will be fine..but the same problem...Vomiting...here also...then i went for counselling classes but no use ..den my parents doughted if this is some black majic..we met some islamic teachers and all had the same thing to tell that this is sehr(someone doesnt want me to study)..this went on for a year and i thought i would fail..but alhamdulillah i passed but with worst marks..now i am in 12 th standard...a very serious school days for me if i want to be a doctor..but now....i have no interst to study...i dont want to be anything...i wish to be the perfect muslimah.and always stay inside and not step outside.. i feel terrile on my marks(i was a bright student) now i am in worst students of the class... i feel sorry for my parents.. what to do??? this year i will be writing medical entrance exam too but i dont thibk i can clear it because i am not good at school how can i get medical seat?? i am just confused and tired..... plz help me.. and any good suggestions on how to prepare for the entance exam would be great... sorry for wasting your valuable time... jazakallah khair..