Asalaamu Alaikkum bro
You will find that many, if not all, converts are actually former Islam haters. Allah Subhana Wa Ta'ala has a way of humbling us and leading us to the Truth.
As many of us have found out when we read the Qur'an and the life (Seera) of the Prophet (SalAllahu Alayhi Wa Sallam) we come to the realisation that the only religion acceptable to Him is Islam and His true believers are indeed Muslims.
Try to implement the Five Pillars of Islam into your life, but don't rush to do it, take your time and everything will fall into place. Try to learn how to pray and once you start to pray five times a day In Shaa Allah it will yield immediate results as you will become a better human being.
There are so many videos on Youtube that will help you to perform Wudu (ablutions) and will teach you how to pray. Failing that there are vast amounts of resources available at your local masjid or an Islamic Centre.
Allahu Akbar! Indeed God is the Greatest!