sister amina
MEMORISING THE QURAN
Salaam,a personal experience to share with you all,it was a normal day.i woke up at six,got ready,ate my breakfast,infact i also ate my dry fruits.and when i reached the madrasa, I was supposed to stand,it is a rule in my madrasa that whoever is absent for one day should stand till 9 am.i stood till 8:30 am and i was ok i laughed with my friends and talked to them.then i suddenly started to feel that dizziness,so i told the girl beside to inform my ustadha,that im not feeling well,but even as she turned around to talk to my ustadha,i fell down!!!i fainted,and i dont remember what happened after that,then my sister and my friends came running to me,they say that my eyes became completely white,but did not feel anything personally,for me it was as if i was dreaming about something,and then i woke up and started to call my sister's name.my ustadha said to pronounce the shahada,at that time i felt that every thing was over,that my time has come and it was a mixed feeling of happiness and confusion.but there something strange at that time,i did not feel sad,not for a second did i feel sad about leaving this world.i dont know why.i took the shahada with difficulty but it was correct though.then i closed my eyes for a second and realised that i was ok.that this not the end.they took me to a nearby sofa where i lay down for an hour.when i came home my mom and dad were almost up to tears after hearing this.they took me to the doctor.she says i have blood defeciency.my sister and friends are so scared,that whenever they see me they are reminded of the horibble thing that happened to me........pray for me.Im sorry but i cannot describe every thing in detail,because my mom does not allow me to use the laptop much.hope u all understand as this is all i can do.thanx for reading and hope that i did not waste your time.amina.