My health bullettin

hayat84

I'm not what you believe
:salam2:I suppose most of you knows my actual health situation,I'm still waiting for the results.Yesterday night I wasn't able to move my left arm,I felt like in a fanfaire,I went out with my husband to take a breath,but it was like being in a stranger place.I felt out of time,I hadn't no strenght in my legs and my head was full of pains.I couldn't speak very well and I lose the reason by shouting to my husband bad words.When the pain finished,I woke up and I didn't remember anything.I don't know what is coming to my health.Today I feel weak,I move my left arm but I haven't much strenght in it.I want to know if I have a bad illness,because I hope me to be able to let my son to come in the world and then I wish to spend my life in Morocco.I hoped to go to Mecca one day,but I suppose I'll not able to do it for now.I maybe need a psicological support and I write you my problems,hoing me to feel better with my self.I stop here I'm feeling bad
 

FreedomFighter

Junior Member
:wasalam:

That sounds bad, it's good that you already went to the doctor. InshaAllah, the results will not be something bad. Maybe seeing different doctors would give other answers and the problem could be known faster.

I will make du'a for you. Remember that whatever pain you suffer, God will remove some sins for it. Keep trust in Allah, and be patient. InshaAllah everything will go fine for you.
 

hayat84

I'm not what you believe
I mknow I made lots of sins in my life before reverting to Islam,but I'm happy because Allah is freeing me from pride and anger.I was poisoned by those sins.One neurologist told me that it may be a nevralgy of the nerve of Arnold,he gave me some medicaments but the pain increased from that day,it isn't a nevralgy.What could it be?I'll inform you about any news,thanks
 

Frank_H_Smith

New Revert 2010
As Salamu 'Alaykum, Sister,

I am not a doctor; however, Arnold neuralgia doesn't seem to fit your symptoms. Or, did I miss the cough. Swearing "bad words" has been found by some studies to ease pain (perhaps, by causing a chemical release in the body that accompanies anger), and the sensation of being out of time, swearing, and head pain may indicate a problem with your brain chemistry. Perhaps, your dopamine, norepinephrine, or serotonin levels are out of balance. And, of course, migraines are always a possibility.
 

hayat84

I'm not what you believe
thank you a lot for your post.It's like none understand my problem,I was afraid to talk about depression to the doctors,because I feared that they could take away my children,but When I told to the psychiatrist she said me that maybe my headache is due to my bad childhood in which I suffered a lot;she conclused that it isn't stress post partum or something mental.How can you explain to me that even before being pregnant I had these moments of crisis?I have nausea,I feel weak even if don't work,my heart sometimes beats so fastly that it seems to burst;and what about my arm?in the hospital doctors observed it when it was strenghtless and it seemed strange to them,so that they thought I was a lier,because sometimes I could move it and sometimes it was "dead".I have crying or smileing attachs,I lose my memory,feel myself to be like in a dream and I'm often angry,nervous and I want to escape from my oppression,but I must resist for my children,because in Italy there's the danger that psycologists or doctors may exchange my anger with a stress caused from my children,but it isn't absolutely so.I wasn't so foolish to make fastly two daughters and to be pregnant again:I' happy to have my children around me and when these crisis come to me,I hide myself from them,I cry or shout without a reason and I eat anything I see.I read in internet all these syntoms and maybe you are right,because of the fact that doctors submitted me to a cerebral scansion and one of the reasons of this scannig is that it is done only if there is a probable cancer,ictus or multiple sclerosis.but thank you anyway
 

believers_path

Junior Member
I mknow I made lots of sins in my life before reverting to Islam,but I'm happy because Allah is freeing me from pride and anger.I was poisoned by those sins.

:salam2:
my dear sister forgot the past sins because u did them in ignorance and alhamdullilah after u accepted islam they are washed off coz there is a hadith of prophet p.b.u.h wich i dont remember word to word but its interpritation goes like this "......like a new born child,whose sins have been washed off".
(correct me if im wrong)

there is one more hadith its interpretation is also same but its relatated with Hajj that,"He who makes pilgrimage to the house of Allah-avoiding indecent and immoral behaviour-emerges from his sins like a new born babe".

as brother has given u the dua site try to read more n more duas.
May Allah help you.Aameen
take care sister
 

Frank_H_Smith

New Revert 2010
As Salamu 'Alaykum,

Sister, read this information and see if it might be applicable. LINK

It is a frightening thing to have a health problem which the doctors can't verify or identify. Remember, Allah did not give us a spirit of fear.

2Ti 1:7 لأَنَّ اللهَ لَمْ يُعْطِنَا رُوحَ الْفَشَلِ، بَلْ رُوحَ الْقُوَّةِ وَالْمَحَبَّةِ وَالنُّصْحِ.

LINK to thread in TTI
 

Latifabonu

Alhamdulillah
Assalamu alaikum my dear sister! I will pray for u and InshaAllah everything will be fine May Allah help u Amin!

Your little sister
Latifa!:tti_sister::hijabi:
 

hayat84

I'm not what you believe
salam 'alikum.I read the posts,I'm sure it isn't a depression due to family problems or pregnancy.But it's fantastic that from the day I went out from the hospital,I slept without making nightmares:I was persecuted by bad dreams such seeigng my father hitting me or hurting or trying to kill me.I was scared from those bad dreams.I used to suffer of this form of frighting till I was a girl,I was afraid from the presence of my father,but when I got married I didn't think to him like menace to me,because he could't touch me anymore,but he disturbed me in the dreams.The la st periode of 2009 I passed maybe the baddest time of my life but thanks to Allah I'm free from that torture.I explain why.From my childhood my father was amused by looking at me like an object to play with,even I cried for the pain he made me on my body,he was crueler.In my heart I hoped him to die,I had some allucinations and he told me that my road had began:he hurt my body with any reason and after he said me that it wasn't that who he hurt,but that who was in myself.year by year my pain was added to other pain,till the day I went to morocco for the third time with my husband and we discovered that JINN didn't like Islam,so I suffered a lot there,because during my life I was persecuted from those creatures;they made me do everything and I was aggressive,sometimes I risked my marriage because of them.I knew that those JINN enterde in doring the periode in which I was sad and afraid,they came into me to protect me from the pain of the world.Lots of times my husband thoght I was a lier to him a his family,the only one who believed in was his brother,he saw how I cried after my crisis and when I told him that it was like someone else made me do something wrong,he searched for a Imam who could help me.From september to october I went almost everyday to an Imam who read me the Holy Quran and we discovered that in body there were shayatin who were trying me to get far from my husband because some of them wanted to get married to me,or trying to kill my daughters because some of them were gelous.none of those shiyatin wanted me to be happy and little by little we discovered that when the Imam asked them who sent them to persecute me,they all answered that it was my father and the Jinn living in his body.So everyone of them told a news and almost everyone of them reverted to Islam and left my body without problems.The only proble that rested was my actual health.One of tese Jinn told several times that in my family they weren't happy me to have a son,that's why I suffered an I'm still suffering now:a muslim son is a problem for disbelievers.and I remember the one of those Jinn told to my husband too that I had something in my head,a little desease caused from all the problems that those Jinn made to me;I never went to a doctor before,so I asked to my husband how was it possible that a Jinn could know how I feel:he told me that those spirits that my father sent to me were commanded me to become mad,so that I might get divorced and I could retourn to my family and abandon Islam.I arrived at today's moment and I ca see that Allah gave me much more than I aspected,He freed me from the Evil,but I still reserve a bad remembering.The last time I dreamt of my father trying to kill me I was brought to the hospital in a confusonal state,doctors made me lots of question and exams.Everything resulted ok,even the brain magnetic riosonance,but I knew yesterday afternoon that I resulted positive to something called CYTOMEGALOVIRUS.Today i'm goig to listen what doctors say to me about the future of my son,because he risks to die and the maybe ask to me to stop my pregnancy.I'm full of thoughts,I wished a son so much,but now I'm in danger to lose him.I would die for him but I'll not give any permission to make an abort.This virus might have caused me syntoms like headache ,motorial difficulties,nausea,out f time feeling and everything I described the past times.That's why Iìm feeling stressed,I shout for any reason,I lose patience and have memory problem.It is said that this virus may bring the cancer to the brain.that's all I know at the moment.shukran lakum kathiran
 

a_stranger

Junior Member
:salam2:

Dear sister be sure that nothing is stronger than Allah sobhanahu wa taala who created us and when you mention the name of Allah : La ellah Ella Allah no shaytan or jinn can harm you but say it from all your heart ..say diker alot read Quran or listen to Quran ....have a good company ....pray at time ...pray sunna .......By the mercy of Allah you will be better and more peacefull. May Allah sobhanahu wa taala protect you your family and children ....
 

hayat84

I'm not what you believe
I went to sleep with the Quran mp3 under my ears,but every night I woke up as I saw a ghost.I firmly defend my creed and I abadon my soul in the hands ofAllah ameen
 

Latifabonu

Alhamdulillah
May Allah help u my dear sister Im praying 4 u my dear InshaAllah everything will be fine Amin!

Your little sister
Latifa!:tti_sister:
 

a_stranger

Junior Member
I went to sleep with the Quran mp3 under my ears,but every night I woke up as I saw a ghost.I firmly defend my creed and I abadon my soul in the hands ofAllah ameen

Dear sister : i think that your faith in Allah sobhanahu wa taala is true and sincere that is why shaytan is trying his best to hurt you , you should be proud because you are trying to come closer to Allah sobhanahu wa taala ......we all suffer from shaytan .....I am sure if you stick to your Islam and try to have more knoweldge in deen and more faith things will be better ....remember:


7:200 (Asad) And if it should happen that a prompting from satan stirs thee up [to blind anger], [164] seek refuge with God: behold, He is all-hearing, all-knowing.

15:42 (Asad) verily, thou shalt have no power over My creatures- unless it be such as are [already] lost in grievous error and follow thee [of their own will]

16:99 (Asad) Behold, he has no power over those who have attained to faith and in their Sustainer place their tray trust:

Translation of the meanings of Quran

This evil shaytan is trying to harm you but if you full your heart with love of Allah sobhanahu wa taala and fear from him hope in his mercy then full your life with good deeds by the mercy of Allah nothing will harm you .....make your spirit high with faith and love . :salah:
 

rightpath_357

Junior Member
Ya Allah dear sis!!!!!!!
I hope you get better!!!!!!!! :(
Ya Allah, forgive the sins of our dear sister and grant her health,
Ya Allah, reserve a great place in Jannah for our sister,
Ya Allah, give our sister love, kindness, pateince, health, wealth, and ease her pain,
Ya Allah, May everyone love our dear sister and think well of her.

Ameen, Ameen, Ameen.


Sis- Insha'Allah you will get better!!!! Be strong sis!!!!!! :hearts:

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