May be I'm not near....

faaraa

Nothing but Muslimah
May be I'm not near....​



After leading me in Fajr Salah , you sat on the corner of the room, looking at our little ones with your watered eyes.I came to you with a cup of tea as I knew it would refresh you.

You started looking at me with a cloud of happiness and a ray of hope...
I knew these were the final moments of our love, but amazingly you said, "No my love we will meet again soon Insha Allah"
It was amazing to have another surprise, that you still understand what my heart thinks, even if I fail to utter it...

I knew well that I will be left alone in that dark world, but you reminded me of the stories of the Sahaba , who have gone through the same door.

You told me that you have to go so soon to have a place in Jannah for us, you told me to be patient until I would see you with me in the garden of Jannah.
The scars and the old wounds which you have, were the lovely gifts which I had in my life, because you got them whenever you tried to serve Islam.
I knew I will never have another time, to dress up your wounds with many Du'as.
But Allah made my heart strong enough to bare all the tears of this life, for His sake..

Nothing more than the silence surrounded us in that cold morning

I saw the sun rays coming through the little hole which was there on the wall. They added beauty to to your eyes by falling on them. And they reminded me of the happiness I had , every time I saw these precious eyes of yours waking up every day.

So you stood up to leave and my heart started to cry. But I convinced my self because I was taught that my tears should not melt you anymore. So I smiled , and again, you never failed to read my heart.

Finlay you said, "May be I am not near, but always remember that Allah is always near to you, and make sure that you witness the blooming of our little flowers inside the garden of Islam "
Yes.. you went away.................you went away to have a place in Jannah for us.

How will I let you know about the cute stories of your kids? How will I let you know,that how much I miss you whenever someone recites the Qur'an early in the morning?

But I know you are safe with the help of Allah, in an unseen world, and Insha Allah a day will come when, I will have you by my side again eternally and forever Insha Allah..

There are thousands unshared of stories remaining with me,only to be shared with you. I know the day of success of Palestine and the day of our unity in Jannah are not so far...

From
~Your wife~​

Written By : Shifnas Thamiem
 

Aapa

Mirajmom
Assalaam walaikum,

Sweet sister...you can not post stuff like this..it makes me emotional...next thing you know I am going to walking around the house sobbing..not good when I am trying to be mean to my teenage son who has gone deaf to his mothers requests...now he will come and hug me and I will not be able to be mean...I will turn all soft and loving..
 

faaraa

Nothing but Muslimah
Assalaam walaikum,

Sweet sister...you can not post stuff like this..it makes me emotional...next thing you know I am going to walking around the house sobbing..not good when I am trying to be mean to my teenage son who has gone deaf to his mothers requests...now he will come and hug me and I will not be able to be mean...I will turn all soft and loving..

Wa alaikum Assalam WR WB Sweet Aunt...

I really didnt understand what you really meant..

But yes I am still reading you, that some thing made you go around sobbing..but I dont wanna be the reason behind this my lovely aunt..

Its just a story.... a mixture of emotions.....

I feel sorry for your son, but I make sure Insha Allah , that he would be added in my Dua's forever.....

But if this story made things turn pathetic inside your heart , I know you would forgive me

On the other hand, if I am truly failing to understand you, as there is more to be understood, I know you will correct me and guide me as usual Insha Allah.....

What I understood from your reply is that you are hurt..
But I still doubt my understanding... am I correct? or did you mean to say some thing else?

I am truly sorry if this was too emotional :(
 

Aapa

Mirajmom
Assalaam walaikum,

Sister...this was so sweet.

At this time in my life I have to be very stern with one of my sons. I told him he must listen to me. I have imposed some punishment on him. I took away his cell phone...and he has to do better in school.

When I read this post..it made me forget how stern I have to be. I melted. This made me very emotional...I was trying to say to you...now I have to be very careful...when I think about your post and its beauty; it makes me cry...

When my son sees me crying he will come and hug me...and it is very hard to be stern with someone who comes and hugs you. I just love him so much.
 

faaraa

Nothing but Muslimah
Assalaam walaikum,

Sister...this was so sweet.

At this time in my life I have to be very stern with one of my sons. I told him he must listen to me. I have imposed some punishment on him. I took away his cell phone...and he has to do better in school.

When I read this post..it made me forget how stern I have to be. I melted. This made me very emotional...I was trying to say to you...now I have to be very careful...when I think about your post and its beauty; it makes me cry...

When my son sees me crying he will come and hug me...and it is very hard to be stern with someone who comes and hugs you. I just love him so much.

Wa alaikum Assalaam WR WB Aunt....

:)

I just dont know what to say.. but I 'm sure, if you were next to me, I would have give you a hug :) :muslim_child:

I know you are a strong Mother :) Alhamdulillah, I have told about you to my mother as well :)

May be you are Aapa, who is writing on TTI for many of the members here, but you know how much you mean to me :)

I really like the way you look at a matter, again let me tell you, I admired you today too :)

Dont ever worry for anything, Insha Allah with Dua's any thing can be done.

(I ask you to read your inbox in yahoo) There would be some thing waiting fro you, from me :)

Among the ladies I admire.. you never failed to have a place ..:)
 

Aapa

Mirajmom
Assalaam walaikum,

You have made my day. And, InshaAllah, I will go to yahoo for my treat.
My love to you and salaams to your mother.
 
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