On a good note, I have gotten a research assistant position for the summer. It is intense and requires 40 hours a week:0 and I will need to Retake a class in the summer as well. And I am taking al-maqrib class for the FIRST time starting tmrw insha'Allah. I realize that there is so much to be thankful for wallah...I cannot dwell on all the bad things, but rejoice on all the good. This is a test for me, one I prayed for (mistakingly).....and insha'Allah all shall be good at the end for I have a loving Rab. He will not let me down I know sister...He will not...right??
Please keep praying for me, it is really hard to stay strong when the world seems to crushing down on you
Take care of my sweet Fatima....keep smiling
I will do that at my end....strength I will pray for!
I missed you so muchhhhh!