Thank you all and jazakallah khair for your warm welcome. I am sorry but i have made a mistake in writing that i converted 10 years ago,this number is stuck in my head,I actually converted when i was 16 years old so that would be 12 years ago. Sorry brother but i am also happily married with three children.Some of you requested a little bit more info about myself inshallah it is a very long story and when i have the time i shall try to explain some more.Also i and my 2 brothers ,1 sister and stepfather all converted and also my mum found the original islam.Sorry i just don't know how to write. I am of mixed race and my mother is an indian and my father is english. My real father and the rest of my family however are not muslims.I was brought up going to a christian school and catholic church. My mum didn't know her religon and spent her teens growing up with non muslims.So we had a full english lifestyle and no contact at all with any muslims.I will try to write some more soon inshallah but in the meantime please remember me in your humble duas as i have a few problems in my life at the moment.salaams.