Wannabemuslim
Junior Member
:salam2: i dont know why but for some reason after i say prayer and go to school the momment i sit down in the class with 24 kids i feel very stressed and angry. I start cursing to my self,some times un aware how other people think of me i will bang my head on my desk. Obviously this isnt too healthy for my imaan. the strange thing is that if im out side, next to people who are my friends and family and by my self i DONT get angry. Its been fairly recent that this started. like last month (in american months). its caused my fellew class mates quite a bit of un needed stress. Some time i feel like hitting them or hurting them for no reason involved, im beggening to scare my self a bit. It may be that i have some form of ocd (obssessive compulsive disorder) but its happend too recently and suddenly that i dont think i can relate it to that. Though im in full control of my self i cant help but be overwhelmed with anger when im surrounded by some of the people in my class. I can tell that i should be more mature but im so overwhelmed that i cant really think at the time.
I would be more positive that it is related to stress, but im in a pretty laid back part of my school year not as much stuff to stress about as uasul. Im sorry that this is off topic from islam but this forum people will most likely take more seriously than other places on the internet. But some of it does seem to have something to do with islam, it happens after i prostate or thank of god deeply that i get even more mad after when i come back to the class. Its hard to explain really, except that i really get hyper sensitive,almost to the point of me crying out. Its very bizzare and im ashamed of my self for it.
In the past i have gone to a counceler for sencitivity, but that was very different when i was 8 (5 years ago) and i didnt get angry i just got very to my self and deppresed. Any help would be appreciated all the best your brother in islam.
I would be more positive that it is related to stress, but im in a pretty laid back part of my school year not as much stuff to stress about as uasul. Im sorry that this is off topic from islam but this forum people will most likely take more seriously than other places on the internet. But some of it does seem to have something to do with islam, it happens after i prostate or thank of god deeply that i get even more mad after when i come back to the class. Its hard to explain really, except that i really get hyper sensitive,almost to the point of me crying out. Its very bizzare and im ashamed of my self for it.
In the past i have gone to a counceler for sencitivity, but that was very different when i was 8 (5 years ago) and i didnt get angry i just got very to my self and deppresed. Any help would be appreciated all the best your brother in islam.