walaikum wasalaam ukhti. You don't have to leave Islam, and neither will you have to disrespect your parents. =) I am sure you are in a very difficult position, but remember that Allah swt tests those whom He loves. This is a trial, but it won't last forever. Your parents of course are the ones who had raised you, cared for you, and cherished you till you were of age- there is no room for disrespect. However, leaving Islam or thinking of leaving it, or even contemplating that thought won't make you seem more respectful. Instead, continue to hold on to your faith despite the difficulties you face. I'll give you a bleak, but blatant example. On Black Friday, people sacrifice their sleep to get what? Their favorite laptop/TV/electronics, etc. Things you cherish the most in life require sacrifice. In the same sense, paradise requires sacrifice, and sometimes we have to make compromise. This does not mean you cut off your family or that you disrespect them, but simply, stand strong and firm upon your faith, and show them that while you respect them, you will still hang onto your faith- that your faith is worth the sacrifice of enduring trials, tribulations, and difficulties. I am not a revert, and I can't say I'd make the greatest choices in your situation, but I do recommend and support that you hang on a little longer and Allah will NEVER EVER abandon you in such a situation. Like Nouman Ali Khan put it, "The teacher is always silent during the exam." Teachers are observing, and watching. Allah swt is testing you. and I pray that you pass with flying colors. =)