Tasnima Khan
New Member
As Salaam Wa Alaikum brothers and sisters, i need some help please. I was on tumblr and i came across this post, if anyone has time to read it please read it but it is bugging me a lot and i have been really anxious after reading it.
http://saudilife.net/life-and-society/92-life-and-society/4413-the-myth-of-strong-emaan
I am really troubled by it and i think confused as to what she is actually saying, is she saying that muslims are not allowed to go to universities, this has really troubled me as i am apiring to go next year after a lot of hurdles now i cannot help but think of this as a sign from Allah(swt) that he doe not want me to go :'( and that i will be doing wrong, my heart is very heavy and i cannot even cry due to not wanting to how my family i am upset, deeply upset. Can someone please advice me on what to do, and can someone alo tell me who Umm Zakiyah is i know she is a writer but i think she has studied Islam so therefore i feel even more bad as she i speaking the truth and if i dont listen to her and what she writes or says then i am not a true believer either as she knows Islam more than i do so i am in the wrong. Who shall i listen to and what shall i do, my heart and mind is sooooooooooo heavy i cannot explain, please help me , i am always confronted by the efar of hell now i feel because i am scared of her words and if i dont follow it i feel i will be punished in the hellfire if i do go to university. I am trying to top my tears but my heart is the wore, it is very heavy and now i just wish that i could harm myself but since it is Ramadan i cant!!! Ya Allah could omeone pleaseeeeeee help me for the sake of Allah purely????? #Sisterinneed :'(
http://saudilife.net/life-and-society/92-life-and-society/4413-the-myth-of-strong-emaan
I am really troubled by it and i think confused as to what she is actually saying, is she saying that muslims are not allowed to go to universities, this has really troubled me as i am apiring to go next year after a lot of hurdles now i cannot help but think of this as a sign from Allah(swt) that he doe not want me to go :'( and that i will be doing wrong, my heart is very heavy and i cannot even cry due to not wanting to how my family i am upset, deeply upset. Can someone please advice me on what to do, and can someone alo tell me who Umm Zakiyah is i know she is a writer but i think she has studied Islam so therefore i feel even more bad as she i speaking the truth and if i dont listen to her and what she writes or says then i am not a true believer either as she knows Islam more than i do so i am in the wrong. Who shall i listen to and what shall i do, my heart and mind is sooooooooooo heavy i cannot explain, please help me , i am always confronted by the efar of hell now i feel because i am scared of her words and if i dont follow it i feel i will be punished in the hellfire if i do go to university. I am trying to top my tears but my heart is the wore, it is very heavy and now i just wish that i could harm myself but since it is Ramadan i cant!!! Ya Allah could omeone pleaseeeeeee help me for the sake of Allah purely????? #Sisterinneed :'(