InviteToTheDeen
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I've been watching lots of internet videos on Islam. I'm a frequent visitor to sites such as youtube, googlevideo and many other Islam-specific ones.
The main videos that I search for are new Muslim videos or reverts or converts.
New Muslims appear to have so much enthusiasm and happiness in their Deen that many born-Muslims like me can take note of and learn so much from them. A lot of converts are exemplary perhaps because they know what its like coming from different perspectives, other religions and then studying and embracing Islam.
But, i fear that i watch these videos, sometimes all throughout the day, because it justifies to me that this is the correct religion. If a white English person reverts, then I (weirdly) see this as a victory, when in fact I should just be living and learning Islam myself and not watching others do it for me.
Islam brings happiness and I encourage peoples of all types and backgrounds to have it in their hearts.
PS: These forums are so darn popular, there is a new post every two minutes and this one will probably disappear off the home page in half an hour.
The main videos that I search for are new Muslim videos or reverts or converts.
New Muslims appear to have so much enthusiasm and happiness in their Deen that many born-Muslims like me can take note of and learn so much from them. A lot of converts are exemplary perhaps because they know what its like coming from different perspectives, other religions and then studying and embracing Islam.
But, i fear that i watch these videos, sometimes all throughout the day, because it justifies to me that this is the correct religion. If a white English person reverts, then I (weirdly) see this as a victory, when in fact I should just be living and learning Islam myself and not watching others do it for me.
Islam brings happiness and I encourage peoples of all types and backgrounds to have it in their hearts.
PS: These forums are so darn popular, there is a new post every two minutes and this one will probably disappear off the home page in half an hour.