Hopetogoparadis
Junior Member
--How to make sure of my intentions ???
Assalam alaikum
For long time, i have been doubting about my deeds and intentions behind them.
Before, i was just doing things without even thinking. Like when i wanted to go and tell someone about islam, i was doing it straightforward without even thinking. When i wanted to grow beard, i was doing it straight forward and things like that...
But now, i cant really decide why i am doing things, especially those who are volunteer actions, you know.
Like, if i wanna share an islamic video which might be benefical for people, i dont know if i really do it for sake of Allah to gain reward or just because i want it. Maybe because people will like it.
If i wanna talk about Islam with someone i dont know if i really do it for sake of Allah. Or just because i want everyone to live Islam.
And things like these that make me doubt of my self.
I know that i am not looking for someone to tell me ''ooooh, mashallah you are good Muslim'', i mean i dont care if they call me a good Muslim or not. Of course, i am proud to be Muslim but i also dont know if i really do volunteer actions for sake of Allah or just because i want to do them.
SOoo do you know whats this ? How can i have a solution for this ? Or maybe i should leave actions which i doubt and i should do ones which i am more sure of ?
Maybe i should some doa like ''Ooh Allah, if my intention is for worldy gain, dont give it to me, but give me reward for after here, to gain your sake ?''
what you think ?
Assalam alaikum
For long time, i have been doubting about my deeds and intentions behind them.
Before, i was just doing things without even thinking. Like when i wanted to go and tell someone about islam, i was doing it straightforward without even thinking. When i wanted to grow beard, i was doing it straight forward and things like that...
But now, i cant really decide why i am doing things, especially those who are volunteer actions, you know.
Like, if i wanna share an islamic video which might be benefical for people, i dont know if i really do it for sake of Allah to gain reward or just because i want it. Maybe because people will like it.
If i wanna talk about Islam with someone i dont know if i really do it for sake of Allah. Or just because i want everyone to live Islam.
And things like these that make me doubt of my self.
I know that i am not looking for someone to tell me ''ooooh, mashallah you are good Muslim'', i mean i dont care if they call me a good Muslim or not. Of course, i am proud to be Muslim but i also dont know if i really do volunteer actions for sake of Allah or just because i want to do them.
SOoo do you know whats this ? How can i have a solution for this ? Or maybe i should leave actions which i doubt and i should do ones which i am more sure of ?
Maybe i should some doa like ''Ooh Allah, if my intention is for worldy gain, dont give it to me, but give me reward for after here, to gain your sake ?''
what you think ?