FreedomFighter
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few weeks back i was so sad and depressed...coz i hated school and life...and nothing seemed fine..just hated everything and dont care if i die..and then something happened and i couldnt figure it out, but i was feeling happy and lucky..that i got many things, like going to school, learning. i know why...this is weird..anyway yesterday i am just so depressed...just want to die and i hate everything..everything s***s. everyday its just the same thing..i dont know how to explain it, but its just the environment makes you depressed..
number 1, during last last weeks friday sermon, the imam was saying how jews and christians target Muslim teenagers through music, movies, lifestyle and magazine..they target them to neglet Islam..and he said that the prophet, pbuh, said that we should not follow the footsteps of non-muslims. and that made sense. after the sermon and prayer, im just with my friends, they just came i say 'that was a really good sermon.' and they say 'what was it about'. so i explain.. and they say 'what? thats not true..because its our choice if we want to listen to music, watch t.v..and the jews think that they are the chosen people so why should they care for Muslims to neglect our religion'...you see what i mean..
number 2, i cant seem to concentrate in prayer..during prayer i think about this and that..and what happened in TTI and what i post..things like that..does that happen to you??
number 3, i dont know what course im taking for university..
number 4, im not able to go back to my country and if i dont go back now, i might lose things i might not get back...because im growing up and i wont be able to do all the things i did...i mean i wont live two times on this earth..this one is complicated, it might not make sense to you...and why i cant go back, because there is war...a freakin bloody war
number 5, but now i feel a bit better, reading sister Asja's thread was nice.. it was homey and cozy..sry, my vocabulary is bad.
number 6, i feel so bad and sry for the Muslims in India..the torture they go through..i was reading that thread just now...very sick twisted hindus..muslims should do something...
number 7, i want to apologize if i havent been so nice...like if i only said thanks for something that deserves more than that...thats just how i am most of the times.
say something if you have, if you want to..anyone has something to say
im not weird or anything, but im in hurry and not typing and saying things properly..but i want to post this now??
few weeks back i was so sad and depressed...coz i hated school and life...and nothing seemed fine..just hated everything and dont care if i die..and then something happened and i couldnt figure it out, but i was feeling happy and lucky..that i got many things, like going to school, learning. i know why...this is weird..anyway yesterday i am just so depressed...just want to die and i hate everything..everything s***s. everyday its just the same thing..i dont know how to explain it, but its just the environment makes you depressed..
number 1, during last last weeks friday sermon, the imam was saying how jews and christians target Muslim teenagers through music, movies, lifestyle and magazine..they target them to neglet Islam..and he said that the prophet, pbuh, said that we should not follow the footsteps of non-muslims. and that made sense. after the sermon and prayer, im just with my friends, they just came i say 'that was a really good sermon.' and they say 'what was it about'. so i explain.. and they say 'what? thats not true..because its our choice if we want to listen to music, watch t.v..and the jews think that they are the chosen people so why should they care for Muslims to neglect our religion'...you see what i mean..
number 2, i cant seem to concentrate in prayer..during prayer i think about this and that..and what happened in TTI and what i post..things like that..does that happen to you??
number 3, i dont know what course im taking for university..
number 4, im not able to go back to my country and if i dont go back now, i might lose things i might not get back...because im growing up and i wont be able to do all the things i did...i mean i wont live two times on this earth..this one is complicated, it might not make sense to you...and why i cant go back, because there is war...a freakin bloody war
number 5, but now i feel a bit better, reading sister Asja's thread was nice.. it was homey and cozy..sry, my vocabulary is bad.
number 6, i feel so bad and sry for the Muslims in India..the torture they go through..i was reading that thread just now...very sick twisted hindus..muslims should do something...
number 7, i want to apologize if i havent been so nice...like if i only said thanks for something that deserves more than that...thats just how i am most of the times.
say something if you have, if you want to..anyone has something to say
im not weird or anything, but im in hurry and not typing and saying things properly..but i want to post this now??