is that being a munafiq/lier

[slaveofAllah88]

:salam2:

im kinda really worried about something , the thing is infront of my parents im like this geeky boy u know a really good sensible NOT CRAZY its cuz thats
how my parents want me to be I guess too scared of disappointing them.

but in reality, in like totally Opposite of that i hate having a settle down boring life i guess i got too much energy in me BUT the big problem is I always have to lie to my parents, i feel like im stuck between two lives, everytime i go out with friends or to do some stuff i have to lie i cant tell them the truth otherwise the goody image they have of me will be broken, im not saying im a horrible bad person im just different than a nerdy geek guy that they might think i am.

So now im really worried am i a big lier i hate lieing i really do , everyone realy trusts me cuz they know i dont lie all my friends and family but here i am always lieing to my parents just so i can be myself and i feel like the reality of me will just be too disappointing for them, by leading this two lives am i being a munafiq as well im really worried about that?
plz someone shed some light on it in the islamic context
thank you so so so much

 

[ahmed_indian]

:salam2: brother,

hypocrites do not worry about their hypocrisy.

only muslims fear about hypocrisy. so if u r scared of Allah regarding hypocrisy. then u r not a munafiq inshallah.

seek Allah's help thru Dua's and try not to lie to ur parents.

may Allah help u.

 

[~Ali_]

Salam bro, just tell the truth mate - you will see that things work out in the end no matter how ugly it looks right now

 

[slaveofAllah88]

aslam o alikum ,

JazakAllah khair for everyone's answer, Mashallah thx for the help

the problem is that the truth might be alot harder on them since im not sure they expect me to be like that they are just going to force me to stop doing all those things and i really dont want that.

Brother Ayman1, im kinda not so young eh brother lol maybe i am im not sure but the thing is that this lying has to stop and i tried once to tell them but that ended up them being really mad at me for many days

lol its a mind boogling situation