... it could have been my last day ...

Mahzala

فَتَبَارَكَ اللَّهُ أَحْسَنُ الْخَالِقِينَ
22 May 2010

Assalamu'alaykum

I bear witness that there is none worthy of worship but Allah and may His peace, mercy and blessings be upon the Prophet Muhammad salallahu 'alayhi wa sallam and his companions and those who follow their way with sincerity and righteousness until the last day.

Death, indeed, is an inevitable reality that we will all face at our destined times. But before experiencing the pain of death, the loneliness of a grave where silence and darkness are the only harmless companions, Allah bestows other favours upon us, time and time again. He reminds us that we too, one day, will face the same fate as those who pass before us, and to bring us closer to His Glorious Self in order to seek His Pleasure and overcome the pain of that passing. All praise is due to Allah who reminds His slaves that their lives have an appointed time, when He says: "Every soul shall taste death." (Quran 3:185) Allah Almighty also reminds us that death will reach us no matter where we are: "Wheresoever you may be, death will overtake you even if you are in fortresses built up strong and high." (Quran 4:78).

We are all tested in life, either our health, or that of loved ones, through wealth, families, children, people of different faiths, cultures, or external pressures and influences that shatter a household. In them are lessons to be learnt and implemented, and mistakes, avoided. For some, these tests are destructive, for others, reminders and signs. I have seen some deviate from the Path of Allah during adversities, doubt His mercy and question His existence. I have seen people amend their errors and turn (back) to Siraat-al-Mustaqeem, finding peace and happiness in Ibadah. I have also seen those who watch, from a distance, unaffected. Allah guide us all.

Rasulullah salallahu 'alayhi wa sallam said the mere difference between the living and the dead is that the deceased's connection with the world comes to an end and his actions, whether good or bad, cease. And in regards to those who are alive, he salallahu 'alayhi wa sallam sad they are at an advantage as they acquire more knowledge, wisdom and good deeds in the cause and path of Allah. He salallahu 'alayhi wa sallam also tells of us two men, one a shaheed, who passed away a year before the passing of his companion, who had a natural death. He salallahu 'alayhi wa sallam asked the Ashaab which of the two would have entered Jannah first. Their humbleness and respect unabated, they responded: Allah and his Rasul know best. To which Rasulullah salallahu 'alayhi wa sallam replied, the latter man, as he spent more time in this world as opposed to the former and acquired more goodness in the one more year that he was alive.

A few hours ago could have been the end of my life, but Allah the Great hasn't detined my fate as such. I could sense darkness and weight of some sort overcoming me and an uproar of emotions and fear being stirred within. I could feel the earth being taken from under me, and I, away from it. I could hear my screams calling upon Ar Rahman as He tells us to invoke him with His Glorious Asma and Siffat. I lost awareness of my surroundings. I felt alone and scared. I trembled like an Autumn leaf, falling from its branch. I hadn't hit the ground yet, I wasn't meant to either.

My dear brothers and sisters, I write, not to publicise my very close to death experience, but to share this reminder and sign, that we take heed, because a time will come where we will ask for respite to do more good deeds - a request that can never be granted. I come to share that if today was my last, I would surely be among those who Allah makes mention of in the Holy Quran. "And spend of that with which We have provided you, before death comes to one of you and he says: 'My Lord! If only You would give me respite for a little while (i.e. return to worldly life), then I should give Sadaqah of my wealth and be among the righteous.' And Allah grants respite to none when his appointed time comes. And Allah is All-Aware of what you do." (Quran 63:10-11)

Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'oun.

... to be continued.
 

Aapa

Mirajmom
Assalaam walaikum,

You have given us hope..you have given us a gentle reminder of what we needed to be reminded.
 

almanar

Seeking Allah's Love
Subhanallah
Alhamdulilah
Allahuakbar

Thanks for the reminder.

May Allah protect you always.
 

Aisya al-Humaira

الحمدلله على كل حال
Jazakallahu khayran katheeran ukhti Mesbah.

I feel that we need to be reminded of death several times in a day, as to not let ourselves engaged in unnecessary matters; vain talks and having idle time.

Narrated Al-Bara' ibn Azib:

We went out with the Apostle of Allah (peace be upon him) accompanying the bier of a man of the Ansar. When we reached his grave, it was not yet dug. So the Apostle of Allah (peace be upon him) sat down and we also sat down around him as if birds were over our heads. He had in his hand a stick with which he was scratching the ground.

He then raised his head and said: Seek refuge with Allah from the punishment in the grave. He said it twice or thrice.

The version of Jabir adds here: He hears the beat of their sandals when they go back, and at that moment he is asked: O so and so! Who is your Lord, what is your religion, and who is your Prophet?

Hannad's version says: Two angels will come to him, make him sit up and ask him: Who is your Lord?

He will reply: My Lord is Allah. They will ask him: What is your religion? He will reply: My religion is Islam. They will ask him: What is your opinion about the man who was sent on a mission among you? He will reply: He is the Apostle of Allah (peace be upon him). They will ask: Who made you aware of this? He will reply: I read Allah's Book, believed in it, and considered it true; which is verified by Allah's words: "Allah establishes those who believe with the word that stands firm in this world and the next."

The agreed version reads: Then a crier will call from Heaven: My servant has spoken the truth, so spread a bed for him from Paradise, clothe him from Paradise, and open a door for him into Paradise. So some of its air and perfume will come to him, and a space will be made for him as far as the eye can see.

He also mentioned the death of the infidel, saying: His spirit will be restored to his body, two angels will come to him, make him sit up and ask him: Who is your Lord?

He will reply: Alas, alas! I do not know. They will ask him: What is your religion? He will reply: Alas, alas! I do not know. They will ask: Who was the man who was sent on a mission among you? He will reply: Alas, alas! I do not know. Then a crier will call from Heaven: He has lied, so spread a bed for him from Hell, clothe him from Hell, and open for him a door into Hell. Then some of its heat and pestilential wind will come to him, and his grave will be compressed, so that his ribs will be crushed together.

Jabir's version adds: One who is blind and dumb will then be placed in charge of him, having a sledge-hammer such that if a mountain were struck with it, it would become dust. He will give him a blow with it which will be heard by everything between the east and the west except by men and jinn, and he will become dust. Then his spirit will be restored to him.

Dawud :: Book 40 : Hadith 4735
 

Janaan

ربنا اغفر لنا ذنوبنا
Staff member
Subhanallah!! May Allah always bless you and reward you for this reminder sis.
 

Mahzala

فَتَبَارَكَ اللَّهُ أَحْسَنُ الْخَالِقِينَ
Ameen to all the duas.

I felt I needed to share yet another one of my experiences. Time tries us all, in different ways, through our weaknesses, the ones we never like to remind ourselves about. But Allah too plans, and in it, I know was a sign for me, a reminder, an awakening. What happened yesterday is one of those experiences I won't not only forget, but I may relive it over and over. I've lost loved ones, felt the pain of isolation, seen the passing of people I could never imagine life without, but when you are on the verge of it yourself, when you just about see your end, it is different. I wanted to share just that.

Allah make easy our passing from this world.
 
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