love of allah

[opaline]

:salam2:

i read in some other post that when you have doubts about islam that is actually a good sign because that is the devil trying to weaken your faith..which means you have faith. i hope this is not silly and i hope i dont get shut down for this,but i am a person of low self esteem anyway....today i had a very good day and i thanked god so much...and now i prayed and after i finished a little voice in my head said "you only had a good day because ur parents prayed for you,youre not praying regularly so this good day wasnt by by your request"...i went upstairs and asked my parents and they said ofcourse we prayed for you today.i knooooooow this sounds stupid but i feel really upset now...its like i dont have any worth.and i know that to get god's love you have to be pious but im not a homocidal,alcoholic maniac ,is there a hadith or something that tells us encouraging things about god's love for us? i know that god gives those who are kuffar and evil people health and wealth but he's preparing hell in the afterlife for their misdeed and disbelief,im scared i dont want to be one of those people...i cant differinciate whether god has put me i that category or whether he still loves me and blesses me.well surely he does i have my health and my family...but aaggghhh i cant tell!!!!

please i need to dispell such thoughts any kind words would do.

 

[shaheeda35]

:salam2:
These are just whispers from Shaytan, seek refuge and pray inshallah. Allah loves us, just look at the beautiful blessings He has given us, don't ever doubt that. Watch a lecture, read some Quran, Dhikr etc... it does help and will relieve you inshallah.

 

[bintul islam]

Live in a state of hope and fear but let your hope out-weigh your fear. 'Hope' as in you will go to Paradise inshala and 'fear' as in you might go to the fire God forbid. Remember Allah sw much by praising Him etc etc. Keep your tongue moiste with the rememberance of your lord.