AZAM_SIDDIQUI
Junior Member
well my name is azam from india wud be or rather gonna be MBA student inshallah,and very passionate about letting and helping ppl have the greatest joy of their lives!
you know what is the greatest joy in life .to know THE LIFE GIVER......AND PRAY TO HIM
WEll ill tell u the greatest moment of my life. one night i cudnt sleep.i had been living the american life{careless, materialistic,uncontrolled} till then u know and i had been feeling this emptiness grow inside me and grow inside me and dint know how terrible it was till this night-coz i had got used to a life without any thought of anything u know jus living.so i got up and jumped out of my bed and walked outside it was dark and like the trees were whistling as the cool breeze was blowing it was then i felt i needed someone someone Whom everyone except me seemed to know very well that night ,the trees ,the vast sky the dark clouds the twinkling stars and the spine chilling breeze i felt so small and awe struck my ego melted away and i felt like a lonely child ...alone inside and started crying .i was a born muslim but till then never had been serious as in not avoiding sins and all-i cried and from the deepest corner of my soul called Aolllaohh yaaa alloah dont forsake me i cant live without you please forgive me..
nothing is worthy of love except you ooo alllah and i cried slowly weeping then a sense of tranquillity ,peace engulfed me from inside that i st\arted smiling saying agasin and again thanku Allah thank u. mayb that was the day Allah forgave me.
that was surely the day islam made sense to me from inside out.
you know what is the greatest joy in life .to know THE LIFE GIVER......AND PRAY TO HIMWEll ill tell u the greatest moment of my life. one night i cudnt sleep.i had been living the american life{careless, materialistic,uncontrolled} till then u know and i had been feeling this emptiness grow inside me and grow inside me and dint know how terrible it was till this night-coz i had got used to a life without any thought of anything u know jus living.so i got up and jumped out of my bed and walked outside it was dark and like the trees were whistling as the cool breeze was blowing it was then i felt i needed someone someone Whom everyone except me seemed to know very well that night ,the trees ,the vast sky the dark clouds the twinkling stars and the spine chilling breeze i felt so small and awe struck my ego melted away and i felt like a lonely child ...alone inside and started crying .i was a born muslim but till then never had been serious as in not avoiding sins and all-i cried and from the deepest corner of my soul called Aolllaohh yaaa alloah dont forsake me i cant live without you please forgive me..
nothing is worthy of love except you ooo alllah and i cried slowly weeping then a sense of tranquillity ,peace engulfed me from inside that i st\arted smiling saying agasin and again thanku Allah thank u. mayb that was the day Allah forgave me.
that was surely the day islam made sense to me from inside out.
You are on a good path now