palestine
Servant of Allah
Asalamu alaikum. My family is falling apart. my brother and sister have not spoken for two months now. my father and my brother really detest each other. and arguements are rising over the roof. i really can't stand it. my brother is wrong in the things he's doing, but he's doing it out of anger towards my father. and my father is not a just one either. but the rest of us( siblings) dealt with him as he is. we always lived in fear of saying things back. i have tried running away at a younger age. and now when he blames me or says something unkind to me, i just remind myself that he is at an old age and i fear for myself the hellfire so i just let it go by. however, my brother doesn't let it go by, he argues until both engage in a really loud arguement. I could say that most of the unjust dealings come from my father, however my brother is really really really overreacting too. and i feel like i'm living a life of hell now that i have to live with this constant arguements. nothing else matters now to me, but i just don't want my brother to go to hell. I was never allowed to go anywhere and the only place i now go to is the masjid, school and home. and i'm fine with that now. but i think you understand. so please, i'm not asking for anything else - please make dua that my brother changes for the better of his afterlife. jazakAllahu khayran. wasalamu aliakum.
