salam 'alikum.I read the posts,I'm sure it isn't a depression due to family problems or pregnancy.But it's fantastic that from the day I went out from the hospital,I slept without making nightmares:I was persecuted by bad dreams such seeigng my father hitting me or hurting or trying to kill me.I was scared from those bad dreams.I used to suffer of this form of frighting till I was a girl,I was afraid from the presence of my father,but when I got married I didn't think to him like menace to me,because he could't touch me anymore,but he disturbed me in the dreams.The la st periode of 2009 I passed maybe the baddest time of my life but thanks to Allah I'm free from that torture.I explain why.From my childhood my father was amused by looking at me like an object to play with,even I cried for the pain he made me on my body,he was crueler.In my heart I hoped him to die,I had some allucinations and he told me that my road had began:he hurt my body with any reason and after he said me that it wasn't that who he hurt,but that who was in myself.year by year my pain was added to other pain,till the day I went to morocco for the third time with my husband and we discovered that JINN didn't like Islam,so I suffered a lot there,because during my life I was persecuted from those creatures;they made me do everything and I was aggressive,sometimes I risked my marriage because of them.I knew that those JINN enterde in doring the periode in which I was sad and afraid,they came into me to protect me from the pain of the world.Lots of times my husband thoght I was a lier to him a his family,the only one who believed in was his brother,he saw how I cried after my crisis and when I told him that it was like someone else made me do something wrong,he searched for a Imam who could help me.From september to october I went almost everyday to an Imam who read me the Holy Quran and we discovered that in body there were shayatin who were trying me to get far from my husband because some of them wanted to get married to me,or trying to kill my daughters because some of them were gelous.none of those shiyatin wanted me to be happy and little by little we discovered that when the Imam asked them who sent them to persecute me,they all answered that it was my father and the Jinn living in his body.So everyone of them told a news and almost everyone of them reverted to Islam and left my body without problems.The only proble that rested was my actual health.One of tese Jinn told several times that in my family they weren't happy me to have a son,that's why I suffered an I'm still suffering now:a muslim son is a problem for disbelievers.and I remember the one of those Jinn told to my husband too that I had something in my head,a little desease caused from all the problems that those Jinn made to me;I never went to a doctor before,so I asked to my husband how was it possible that a Jinn could know how I feel:he told me that those spirits that my father sent to me were commanded me to become mad,so that I might get divorced and I could retourn to my family and abandon Islam.I arrived at today's moment and I ca see that Allah gave me much more than I aspected,He freed me from the Evil,but I still reserve a bad remembering.The last time I dreamt of my father trying to kill me I was brought to the hospital in a confusonal state,doctors made me lots of question and exams.Everything resulted ok,even the brain magnetic riosonance,but I knew yesterday afternoon that I resulted positive to something called CYTOMEGALOVIRUS.Today i'm goig to listen what doctors say to me about the future of my son,because he risks to die and the maybe ask to me to stop my pregnancy.I'm full of thoughts,I wished a son so much,but now I'm in danger to lose him.I would die for him but I'll not give any permission to make an abort.This virus might have caused me syntoms like headache ,motorial difficulties,nausea,out f time feeling and everything I described the past times.That's why Iìm feeling stressed,I shout for any reason,I lose patience and have memory problem.It is said that this virus may bring the cancer to the brain.that's all I know at the moment.shukran lakum kathiran