Ajnabi Khan
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As salaam al laikum.
From past years I am trying to complete my studies. I don't find peace at home. My brother does not support or respect me. He always argue, fight, scream at me. I still pray for him. I thought after i complete my studies, i will save money for my marriage, as he told me he is not willing to give me any money for my wedding day, same goes for my father. I still pray for my father. However I am not doing good in my studies, i cannot concentrate or focus. I am not sure if someone has done some evil on me. As in islam it says evil eye or something extreme. My arms become numb, or sometimes my health condition becomes bad that i am not even able to sit on the chair(my back, shoulder, legs hurts and i feel the pins in my body). I want to succeed, so i can have a decent job and help in the community. I pay zakat for myself and my family every year, i give charity and donation to the Masjid. I am in my 30's and not married yet. Can someone please guide me which surah to recite to seek Allah's help? I am trying everything to reach success, but my health is my biggest problem. Because of my health, i am not able to study, work and loose weight. I am over 300 pounds.
I do recite Astagfirullah, i fast, pray Salah but for some reason i miss Fajr and Isha every night. My body becomes weak and my bones feel weak and pain. I am not sure if someone has mixed something in my food, the only place i use to go outside was at the Masjid. I also had dreams that one girl from masjid is asked me for forgiveness because she did black magic on me so i won't able to complete my studies.
From past years I am trying to complete my studies. I don't find peace at home. My brother does not support or respect me. He always argue, fight, scream at me. I still pray for him. I thought after i complete my studies, i will save money for my marriage, as he told me he is not willing to give me any money for my wedding day, same goes for my father. I still pray for my father. However I am not doing good in my studies, i cannot concentrate or focus. I am not sure if someone has done some evil on me. As in islam it says evil eye or something extreme. My arms become numb, or sometimes my health condition becomes bad that i am not even able to sit on the chair(my back, shoulder, legs hurts and i feel the pins in my body). I want to succeed, so i can have a decent job and help in the community. I pay zakat for myself and my family every year, i give charity and donation to the Masjid. I am in my 30's and not married yet. Can someone please guide me which surah to recite to seek Allah's help? I am trying everything to reach success, but my health is my biggest problem. Because of my health, i am not able to study, work and loose weight. I am over 300 pounds.
I do recite Astagfirullah, i fast, pray Salah but for some reason i miss Fajr and Isha every night. My body becomes weak and my bones feel weak and pain. I am not sure if someone has mixed something in my food, the only place i use to go outside was at the Masjid. I also had dreams that one girl from masjid is asked me for forgiveness because she did black magic on me so i won't able to complete my studies.
