Dont get me wrong here i am giving it up but i feel like something else is at stake and its my Iman. I was thinking about this in the grocery store with my brother and then there was one thought that just kept hitting me and over and over saying " What if you sacrafice this for the sake of allah, but then find your religion was wrong. You did all that for nothing! You could of done this this this etc...?" and then i just think to myself no that cant be but i sense some doubt.
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Some parts of this post, go a long way in understanding why Music is prohibited. Music is supposed to be a 'leisure' activity in the first place ( I am talking in general, not according to Islam).
Now, the remorse of leaving a leisure activity that had no benefit to you. What is this remorse ?
The matter of fact is that the heart is attached/enslaved to this 'music', it is addicted and needs it. It takes it joys and sadness from it. It likes to hear it, even if it is in the background while one is eating,driving,shopping etc etc. When it misses it, it feels strange.
Does music deserve such a place in the heart ? No
The Holy Quran is the one that deserves such a place in the heart of a believer. It is the one, our hearts should long for, that we should feel attached to and miss it when we don't hear or recite it.
Its not surprising that one of the words that the earlier muslims used to call music was 'quran us shaytaan' because it takes the place of Holy Quran in our hearts and makes us long for useless, vain and non beneficial talk.
You can listen to the other descriptions of music here:-
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For a few moments forget about the haram-halaal issue and ponder on this -
So if one leaves listening to music and replaces it with remembrance of Allah swt, he replaces the songs on his Ipod with beautiful recitation of Qaris and Islamic lectures, when he goes online, he wants to listen beneficial lectures, nasheeds and quran recitations. Do you think that he will regret leaving this 'music' for remembrance of Allah swt ?
Your inner voice says " You did it all for nothing".. The reply is " The gain in rewards is mighty because it increases the remembrance of Allah swt ".
Plus we aren't even accounting for the reward in leaving something that is prohibited for the sake of pleasure of Allah swt. SubhanAllah !...
Make dua'a to Allah swt to make it easy for you, Allah swt is our source of strength.
Wasalaamalaikum waa rahmatullahi