I have closed this thread, the only reason diane_k that you are not banned, is that you may read something about Islam, about Allah, that may change your mind and perception about "Deen ar Rahmah " the religion of Mercy, Islam. -- Islam is open to everyone, and its easier to be in the heart for those who are sincere . If you are sincere, then you will find it. -- If however, Islam or Christianity, just was about wherever you found some man, and then adopted, then thats not sincerity.
Islam is pure, perfect and unmatched. It is the clear, logical way, -- and should never be judged based upon what some of the people who say they adhere to it say or do.
We worship God alone. We associate no partners to Him, at all. Just pure one to one relationship with our Creator. - We do not venerate the dead or living and pray to them.
Anyway, I feel quite sorry for you. You may be happy, but, its temporary. Enjoy your happiness in this world, by disbelieving in the true way, thats your choice and option. It makes no difference, except to you.
Allah had blessed you with the opportunities to learn and be sincere to see Islam for what it is. So what if your husband was a bad Muslim or a hypocrite.. Who knows, he may have been good and you are the one moaning. Anyway, those would be his mistakes. - So many women, fall in love, marry men who are not so good muslims, and later they find Islam. They divorce such men, but they stick to Islam. They see their path being created by God and are content and happy. They see the wrong things that happened as blessings in disguise.
Jesus was a Muslim. He worshipped Allah alone. So, not only did you turn away from God, but from Jesus too.
Some, who were never sincere in the first place, leave Islam. They go wherever the devil's wind blows.
So, perhaps my words may seem harsh to you or others, but, I would just say that this site is made up of more than one individual. However, this site was never made for people to come and unload their negative attitudes and griefs, I really do not want to see anymore of this negative Muslim bashing again. even if you choose to sugar coat it with the fake "i love you muslims" line.
I love you too Diane!!
he's still coming, right? 
ooh... 