theonlystar
Junior Member
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Last week, i wrote a thread, please click if you haven't read it.
http://www.turntoislam.com/forum/showthread.php?t=11896
I am suprised that you all saying I am so lucky.
I totally disagree with all of you.
I have been trying best to calm myself but after 3 years, I still have get some bad luck. 3 years is long time.....now i couldn't cope it.
How can i be lucky then?
I couldn't cope to get more bad lucks again....i fear i am a loser...my wife will think i am a loser because i have small paid job....can't speak in same her launguge...she will be sad if my brothers, cousins or friends are better than me for example; one brother had a degree at uni, other is hafiz but me? She might wants me to buy special thing for her, she might get upset if i buy a cheap ones. I'm just nothing but a loser, she might regrets to marry me
I am always kind to anyone but later anyone is against me for no reason, they are trying to make me small and embrased. i am still trying to be nice to them till 3 years, now i was tough with them and they were surprise why i go bad man and i told them why. they does not care , they telling me i'm just stupid and too much worried.
now you know i am stupid.
p.s, i already explain to my family about my luck, they told me I AM STUPID.
Last week, i wrote a thread, please click if you haven't read it.
http://www.turntoislam.com/forum/showthread.php?t=11896
I am suprised that you all saying I am so lucky.
I totally disagree with all of you.
I have been trying best to calm myself but after 3 years, I still have get some bad luck. 3 years is long time.....now i couldn't cope it.
How can i be lucky then?
I couldn't cope to get more bad lucks again....i fear i am a loser...my wife will think i am a loser because i have small paid job....can't speak in same her launguge...she will be sad if my brothers, cousins or friends are better than me for example; one brother had a degree at uni, other is hafiz but me? She might wants me to buy special thing for her, she might get upset if i buy a cheap ones. I'm just nothing but a loser, she might regrets to marry me
I am always kind to anyone but later anyone is against me for no reason, they are trying to make me small and embrased. i am still trying to be nice to them till 3 years, now i was tough with them and they were surprise why i go bad man and i told them why. they does not care , they telling me i'm just stupid and too much worried.
now you know i am stupid.
p.s, i already explain to my family about my luck, they told me I AM STUPID.